"What do you mean?" she asked at last.
He had seated himself in a careless heap near the table. His eyes were
bright, and, as he gazed at her with a sharp, pained look, seemed
sightless. "Just that. I have decided there is no more escape from old
age in Europe than at Coney Island."
Mrs. Farley was afraid of showing how relieved she was; so she asked,
"Do your father and Alice know that dinner is nearly ready?"
Laurence rose and went out of the room to call them. With a shiver of
wonderment, she looked over her shoulder to watch his broad back and
rocking legs as he disappeared.
Now he'll get married again, she told herself.
Mrs. Farley did not know what was occurring, but she felt herself
growing strong again in the house. Her husband was coming back to her.
He tried to court her favor, and, without appearing conscious of it, she
showed a growing toleration for him. Winnie's death, she explained to
herself, had shocked them into their senses, and she was glad with a
weak, malicious gladness which she would not admit. To escape the
responsibility of her own emotions, she began to go to church more
frequently. Having God on her side, in her humility she felt
triumphantly cruel.
But as if to conceal her relief from herself, she developed an even
greater passion for self-denial than she had hitherto shown. Mr. Farley
felt her shabbiness as a reproach to him, and he begged her to buy
clothes, but she was always able to think of some excuse for not doing
so.
Tonight, when he came into the kitchen, he had a large pasteboard box
under his arm. He could not persuade her to look at it.
Her hands were in the rushing sink-water. She would not turn round.
"If you have bought me a dress," she said, "I don't want it! You know
how May needs school clothes and Laurence seems to take no
responsibility whatever for her appearance, and there's that leaky
ceiling in the bathroom that I have been trying to get mended for a
month. You might have seen to some of those things before you spent
money on clothes for me. Heaven knows it matters little enough to
anybody whether I am dressed up or not." And she added, "If you insist
on my having clothes you should have given me the money to buy them. I
could probably have gotten something more economical and at least been
sure that it fit."
Mr. Farley listened to her. He had a tired, apologetic smile, almost
ashamed. He felt sorry for her and for himself. He was patient.
"Now, Mother, I think Laurence and I can promise you that the bathroom
ceiling will be mended in a few days, and if you would only look at the
clothes you could see whether they fit or not, and if they didn't I
could exchange them."
"It isn't as if I didn't appreciate the thought----" She stopped,
keeping him outside her--outside her vague, ungiving eyes. "I have to be
practical for the lot of you," she said.
"Well, Mother, you can be as practical as you like about the house, but
I want to keep you looking nice."
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