From somewhere in the cold a fly came and buzzed feebly about the frayed
meat on the big sheep bone that lay disconsolately in a congealed pool
of amber-white grease in the middle of the glossy blue dish.
No one came into the dining-room. The teapot, covered, at first, with a
bloom of moisture, grew heavy, and drops of water collected at its base.
The young fly clung to the huge flayed bone of the dead beast. It
crawled on moist, quivering legs along the dry and fleshless parts, only
to slip back uncertainly when it clutched at the fat.
In the empty dining-room it was as if the silence had stripped the
burned flesh from the dead bone. The gas light shone, very bright on the
stupidity of the table at which no one sat. The tablecloth was white and
lustrous from the iron. The high-backed chairs stood vacantly about the
vacant meal, the dry, highly polished tumblers, and the clean-wiped
plates.
The coffin was on a table in the parlor. It had a movable inside which
was pushed up so that the shoulders and head of the corpse protruded
above the box. Stiffly, yet as if of themselves, the head and shoulders
of the corpse uprose from the sides of the coffin. The smooth, strange
face, like the face of a wax angel, rose up complaisantly above the
sides of the box.
The German woman at the bakery, who was out of bed with a child ten days
old, had come to act as wet-nurse for the other new-born child. In the
nursery, opposite the death chamber, she sat pressing the infant's lips
to the stiff brown nipple on her full white breast.
It caught the nipple weakly and hungrily, but it did not have the
strength to keep it. The brown teat, sloppy with saliva, fell from its
small strained mouth. The baby squeezed its thumbs under its wrinkled
fingers. Its hands half opened and shut. Its weak eyes did not see the
nipple it had lost, and it began to cry fretfully, without shedding any
tears.
The stout woman had a sense of unusualness and impropriety in allowing
the dead woman's baby to take her breast, but she overcame the feeling
before she permitted it to become plain to herself. With firm fingers
she pressed the stiff nipple between the slobbering lips. The baby
scratched her delicate skin with its soft nails. Its hands clutched in
the agony of its satisfaction. It pressed and grappled with her
resilient breast, and left there faint red marks of delight and rage.
It was happy. It sucked with fierce unseeing content. Its sightless eyes
stared angrily. Its cheeks were drawn in and relaxed unceasingly.
When the breast slipped out again, it despaired. Its furry forehead
wrinkled above its wizened face. Its opaque eyes grew sharp and
merciless with baffled desire. Like a small blind beast fumbling the
air, it moved its head searchingly from side to side, sucking.
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