Horace Ridge was dead.... She laid the paper on the bed.
The paper seemed a strange thing. The room, the bed, the chairs, were
words. What she knew had no word.
She felt exalted--almost happy.
She dressed, and put on her hat, and placed Laurie's pistol in her bag.
When she shut the pistol in the bag she had a foolish feeling that she
was doing something irrelevant, but her reason told her that she had to
have it.
When she opened the front door a second time, she knew that Mamma Farley
was up because the milk bottle had been taken in.
The street had been washed, and smelt sweet. A child trundled a baby
carriage up and down the block. The carriage went through the wet and
left gray, glistening tracks where the concrete had already dried. Some
negro workmen in huge clumsy coats and bulging-toed shoes went by.
Alice closed the door softly behind her. She had a vague idea that she
would go to the cemetery where Winnie was buried. She would take the
train a short distance and walk the rest of the way.
She reached the station. It was full of stopped clocks marking the hours
of appointed departures. The stopped clocks and the stir of people in
the electric-lighted shed made one feel that the world had stopped. The
motionless agitation reminded one of the restless stillness of the dead.
It was very dirty. An employee in a blue denim jacket pushed a trash
receiver along the platform and carelessly swept up some piles of fruit
peel and cigarette stubs, and smeared over places where people had spit.
Alice walked through the gate and out to the track. Sunshine came
through the roof of the shed and burned the cinders like black diamonds.
The atmosphere had a palpable texture and was acrid with smoke. An
engine rushed down upon her, steaming and shining. The red cars were
covered with a yellow-gray film of dust that made them orange bright.
The windows glittered.
Alice climbed into the long car filled with grimy, green plush seats,
and sat down by a window that was smeared along the ledge with cinders.
People came in. Girls, men. A woman with a crying baby. Their faces,
too, looked wan and orange in the bright clear morning sunlight.
The train started. Feeling it move, Alice was terrified. It seemed to
her that already something had begun which she could not control. It was
as though the train were carrying her out of herself.
Fields swept by. There was a marsh where the water twinkled with a
moving shudder among the still reeds. Then came an aqueduct. On a hill
were red brick houses set with shimmering glass, and above the cold
roofs the raw green of fresh leaves against the cold pure blue of the
morning sky.
A station with a neat park about it. Another station.
Alice rose and swayed forward down the aisle of the moving train. At the
next stop she got out.
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