The tears were stealing down her cheeks, and she thrilled to his
pleadings as to some wondrous music, yet she was like adamant, and all
his lover's desperation could not shake her. It was strange to see this
slender, timid slip of a girl so melting and yet so cruelly firm. He
appealed to Stephanie, but she was as unresponsive as a bronze image.
Seeing that his urging only made matters worse, he said, more gently:
"You are exalted now with the spirit of self-sacrifice, but later you
will see that I am right. I am not discouraged. A thousand things may
happen. Who knows what to-morrow may bring? Let's wait and see if we
can't find a way out. Now that I know you love me, I have the courage
to face anything, and I am going to win you, Chiquita. I have never
lost in all my life, and I don't intend to begin now. I'll see your
father in the morning, and I'll be here again, to-morrow night--"
But at this Gertrudis cried out: "No, no! I cannot meet you again in
this manner." And Stephanie nodded her agreement.
"Then I'll see you the next night, that is Saturday. You are coming to
the big ball at the Tivoli with him and the Cortlandts--I must see you
then, so make sure to be there, and meanwhile don't give up."
"Oh, there is no hope."
"There is always hope. I'll think of something."
"We must go," said the Barbadian woman, warningly.
"Yes, yes! It is of no avail to resist," came the girl's choking voice.
She stretched out her little hand, and then, looking up at him, said,
uncertainly: "I--may never speak with you again alone, senor, and I
must pray to--cease loving you; but will you--kiss me once so that I
may never forget?"
He breathed a tender exclamation and took her gently to his breast,
while the negress stood by scowling and muttering.
The memory of that long, breathless moment lived with him for years.
Strangely enough, at the touch of her lips he felt his courage forsake
him--it ran out like water. He became weak, fearful, despairing, as if
it were his life that was ebbing away. And the pang when she drew
herself from him was like a bayonet-thrust. Even when she and Stephanie
had melted into the shadows, he stood motionless under the spell of
that caress, its ecstasy still suffusing him.
He found himself following slowly in the direction they had taken in
the hope of catching just one more glimpse of her, but as he emerged
from the darkness of the park he paused. There across the street, in
the little open shrine set in the corner of the great cathedral, she
was kneeling before the shining figure of the Madonna. The candle-glow
that illumined the holy image and shone out so hopefully against the
gloom showed her crouched close before the altar, her dark head bowed
in uttermost dejection. Outside, and barely revealed, stood the tall,
gaunt Bajan woman, silent, watchful, and forbidding.
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