Runnels smiled grimly. "The same thing it would mean to me if I stayed,
I'd go back to my desk; in a month I'd have a row with Blakeley, no
matter what I did; then I'd be fired and have a tough time getting a
job with another railroad. Of course, the Cortlandts might do more for
you than they would for me, and you might be able to hang on."
"Then this would seem to end our fine hopes, eh?"
"Rather!" Runnels broke out, bitterly. "I've worked like a nigger,
Kirk, and I deserve promotion if anybody ever did. This other fellow is
a dub--he has proven that. Why, I've forgotten more railroading than
he'll ever know. Every man on the system hates him and likes me; and on
top of it all I was PROMISED the job. It's tough on the wife and the
kid."
He stopped to swallow his emotion. He was a single-purposed, somewhat
serious man, a little lacking in resilience, and he could not meet
misfortune with Kirk's careless self-confidence.
"I gave this job the best I had in me," he went on, "for I had the idea
that I was doing something patriotic, something for my country--that's
the way they used to talk about this Canal, you know. I've put in four
years of hell; I've lost step with the world; I've lost my business
connections in the States; and I haven't saved up any money, I CAN'T
quit, and yet I'll have to, for if I'm fired it'll mean I'll have to go
back there and start at the bottom again. Those people don't know
anything about these damned politics; they'll think I made a failure
here in government work, and I'll have to live it down. Still, I
suppose I ought not to kick--it's happening all the time to other
fellows who came down here with hopes as high as mine--fellows who have
given even more to the job than I have. What are YOU going to do?"
Kirk started. "Oh, I don't know. I was thinking about you. This job
doesn't worry me, for I'm on my feet at last, and I know I have the
goods with me--they can have my position and welcome. Now, about you. I
haven't spent much of that lottery coin. It's in the bank, all that
Allan hasn't used, and half of it is yours, if you'll take it. You and
Mrs. Runnels and the kid, and Allan and I--and one other party--will
hike back home and get something else to do. What do you say?"
Runnels' voice shook as he answered: "By Jove! You're the--real stuff,
Anthony. I'll think it over." He turned away as if ashamed of his show
of feeling, only to whirl about with the question, "Who is this 'other
party'?"
"My wife."
"Good Lord! You're not married?"
"No, but I'm going to be. You talk about YOUR troubles; now listen to
mine. I'll make you weep like a fog." Briefly he told his friend of the
blow that had so suddenly fallen upon him.
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