"Never mind. I have had no time to do anything as yet. There were--so
many things to be attended to." She shuddered and sank down upon the
edge of his cot. "Stephen had a great many friends in various parts of
the world; I have been swamped with cablegrams."
"If my dad were here he'd have me free in a jiffy; he can do anything."
"I don't think we'll need him," she said, in a way that comforted him
somehow, though the feeling shamed him. She laid a soft hand upon his
arm, and, looking up eagerly into his face, exclaimed: "You will
forgive me for what I said that night at the hotel, won't you? I didn't
really mean to injure you, Kirk, but I was half hysterical. I had
suffered so these last few months that I was ready to do anything. I
was torn by two great desires, one to remain what I am and have always
been, and the other--well, the other was the stronger, or would have
been if you had allowed it. I never dreamed there was a way out of my
misery, a way so close at hand; but somehow even before General
Alfarez' voice on the 'phone told me what had happened, I knew, and
I--I felt--"
"I know you had a great deal to put up with," he said, "but for both
our sakes I wish it had come in some other way."
"Oh, I don't care," she cried, recklessly. "The one thing I can grasp
in all this turmoil, the one thing that rings in my ears every moment,
is that I am free, FREE! That is all that matters to me. You showed
your loyalty to Stephen more than once, and, though your scruples
angered me, I honor you for them now. I can see, too, that you had no
choice but to put me off even that night of the dance. But my chains
are broken, and it is all different now."
"Your husband's death can make no difference with us, Mrs. Cortlandt,"
he said, gravely.
"We have talked openly before, and there is no need to do otherwise
now. You mean by that that you don't care for me, but I know better. I
believe there is a love so strong that it must find an answer. Although
you may not care for me now as you care for--some one else--I KNOW that
I can make you forget her and put me in her place. I know men, and I
know you. I came here prepared to be honest--shameless, if you like. I
am young, I have money, I have power; I work for the love of doing
things, and you are learning to do the same. I can help you, oh, so
much! We can win happiness together just as easily as we can win
material success, and that is ours now for the asking. It dazzles me to
think of it, Kirk. It is like a glimpse of paradise, and I can show it
all to you." She was bending forward, her lips parted, the color
gleaming in her cheeks, her whole face transformed by a passionate
eagerness.
"Wait!" he said, harshly. "You force me to break my word. I don't want
to tell you this, but--I am married."
She rose slowly, her eyes fixed in bewilderment upon his, her hand
clutching at his sleeve.
"You--never told me that! It was some mad college prank, I suppose."
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