The Nest Builder: A NovelHale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
General
The Nest Builder: A Novel
Hale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
Marriage -- Fiction
“Silly boy,” she replied. “The bills have got to be paid; a nice muddle
you would be in if you had them to do yourself. But, dearest--” her face
grew suddenly grave and she took his hand--“listen. I _have_ written you
something--it's there--” her fingers touched an elastic bound pile of
papers. “I'm perfectly well, but if anything _should_ happen, I want my
sister to have the baby. Because I think, dear--” she stroked his hand
with a look of compassionate understanding--“that without me you would
not want it very much. Miss Mason would take it to England for you, and
you could make my sister an allowance. I've left you her address, and
all that I can think of to suggest.”
He gazed at her dumbly. Her face glowed with life and beauty, her voice
was sweet and steady. There she sat, utterly mistress of herself, in the
shadow of life and death. Was it that her imagination was transcendent,
or that she had none? He did not know, he did not understand her, but in
that moment he could have said his prayers at her feet.
The nurse entered. “Now, Mr. Byrd, I think if you could go to the end of
the lane and be looking out for the doctor? Mrs. Byrd ought to have her
bath.”
Stefan departed. In a dream he walked to the lane's end and waited
there. He was thinking of Mary, perhaps for the first time, not as a
beautiful object of love and inspiration, nor as his companion, but as a
woman. What was this calm strength, this certitude of hers? Why did her
every word and act seem to move straight forward, while his wheeled
and circled? What was it that Mary had that he had not? Of what was her
inmost fiber made? It came to him that for all their loving passages his
wife was a stranger to him, and a stranger whom he had never sought to
know. He felt ashamed.
It was about eleven o'clock when the distance was pricked by two points
of light, which, gradually expanding, proved to be the head-lamps of the
doctor's car. She stopped at his hail and he climbed beside her.
“I'm glad you came, though I think I know the turning,” said Dr.
Hillyard cheerfully.
“How long will it be, doctor?” he asked nervously.
“Feeling jumpy?” she replied. “Better let me give you a bromide, and
try for a little sleep. Don't you worry--unless we have complications it
will be over before morning.”
“Before _morning_!” he groaned. “Doctor, you won't let her suffer--you
will give her something?”
He was again reassured. “Certainly. But she has a magnificent physique,
with muscles which have never been allowed to soften through tight
clothing or lack of exercise. I expect an easy case. Here we are, I
think.” The swift little car stopped accurately at the gate, and the
doctor, shutting off her power, was out in a moment, bag in hand. The
nurse met them in the hall.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account