The Nest Builder: A NovelHale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
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The Nest Builder: A Novel
Hale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
Marriage -- Fiction
Mary had now nursed her baby for over four months, and began to feel a
nervous lassitude which she attributed--quite wrongly--to this fact.
As Elliston still gained weight steadily, however, she gave her own
condition no thought. But the last leaves had fallen from the trees, sea
and woods looked friendless, and the evenings were long and lonely. The
neighbors had nearly all gone back to the city. Farraday only came
down at week-ends, Jamie was busy with his lessons, and Constance still
lingered in Vermont. As for Stefan, he came home late and left early;
often he did not come at all. She began to question seriously if she
had been right to remain in the cottage. Her heart told her no, but her
pride said yes, and her pride was strong; also, it was backed by reason.
Her steady brain, which was capable of quite impersonal thinking, told
her that Stefan would be actively discontented just now in company with
his family, and that this discontent would eat into his remaining love
for her.
But her heart repudiated this mental cautioning, crying out to her to
go to him, to pour out her love and need, to capture him safely in her
arms. More than once she nerved herself for such an effort, only to
become incapable of the least expression at his approach. Emotionally
inarticulate even in happiness, Mary was quite dumb in grief. Her
conversation became trite, her sore heart drew a mantle of the
commonplace over its wound; Stefan found her more than ever “English.”
So lonely was she at this time that she would have asked little Miss
Mason to stay with her, but for the lack of a spare bedroom. Of all her
friends, only Mrs. Farraday remained at hand. Mary spent many hours at
the old lady's house, and rejoiced each time the pony chaise brought
her to the Byrdsnest. Mrs. Farraday loved to drive up in the morning
and watch the small Elliston in his bath, comparing his feats with her
memories of her own baby. She liked, too, to call at the cottage for
mother and child, and take them for long rambling drives behind her
ruminant pony.
But the little Quakeress usually had her house full of guests--quaint,
elderly folk from Delaware or from the Quaker regions of
Pennsylvania--and could not give more than occasional time to these
excursions. She had become devoted to Mary, whom she secretly regarded
as her ideal of the woman her James should marry. That her son had not
yet met such a woman was, after the loss of her husband, the little
lady's greatest grief.
In the midst of this dead period of graying days, Constance Elliot
burst one morning--a God from the Machine--tearing down the lane in
her diminutive car with the great figure of Gunther, like some Norse
divinity, beside her. She fell out of her auto, and into an explanation,
in one breath, embracing Mary warmly between sentences.
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