The Nest Builder: A NovelHale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
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The Nest Builder: A Novel
Hale, Beatrice Forbes-Robertson
Marriage -- Fiction
“It seems to me,” he went on, “that I spent my life flying from what I
thought was ugly. I always refused to face realities, Mary, unless
they were pleasant. I fled even from the great reality of our marriage
because it meant responsibilities and monotony, and they seemed ugly
things to me. And now, Mary,” he smiled, “now that I can never shoulder
responsibilities again, and am condemned to lifelong monotony”--she
pressed his hand--“neither seems ugly any more. The truth is, I thought
I fled to get away from things, and it was really to get away from
myself. Now that I've seen such horrors, such awful suffering, and such
unbelievable sacrifice, I have something to think about so much more
real than my vain, egotistical self. I know what my work is now,
something much better than just creating beauty. I gave my body to
France--that was nothing. But now I have to give her my soul--I have to
try and make it a voice to tell the world a little of what she has done.
Am I too vain, dearest, in thinking that these really say something
big?”
He nodded toward his first five drawings, which hung in a row on the
wall.
“Oh, Stefan, you know what I think of them,” she said, her eyes shining.
“Would you mind pinning up the new one, Mary, so that we can see them
all together?”
She rose and, unfastening the drawing from its board, pinned it beside
the others. Then she turned his chair to face them, and they both looked
silently at the pictures.
They were drawings of the French lines, and the peasant life behind
them. Dead soldiers, old women by a grave, young mothers following the
plow--men tense, just before action. The subjects were already familiar
enough through the work of war correspondents and photographers, but
the treatment was that of a great artist. The soul of a nation was
there--which is always so much greater than the soul of an individual.
The drawings were not of men and women, but of one of the world's
greatest races at the moment of its transfiguration.
For the twentieth time Mary's eyes moistened as she looked at them.
The shadows began to lengthen. Shouts came from the slope, and presently
Ellie's sturdy form appeared through the trees, followed by the somewhat
disheveled Sparrow carrying Rosamond, who was smiting her shoulder and
crowing loudly.
“I'll come and help you in a few minutes, Sparrow,” Mary called, as the
procession crossed the lawn, her face beaming love upon it.
“Can you spare the few minutes, dear?” Stefan asked, watching her.
“Yes, indeed, they won't need me yet.”
The light was quite golden now; the dahlias seemed on fire under it.
“Mary,” said Stefan, “I've been thinking a lot about you lately.”
“Have you, dear?”
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