England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Love stories
"There is nothing easier," she said, "let me be the fairy godmother. I
am a very lonely old woman, since Mary made up her mind that she would
go out into the world and earn her own living. I was very sad about it
at the time, but I am not so sad now. Because the day is coming when
Mary will return to her old home, and be happier by far than she has
ever been before. Still, I am very lonely now, and I should welcome
some bright young face to gladden the whole home and make life more
tolerable to me. The dower house is a grand old place, and any artist
would soon fall in love with it. Bring your work down there, Gracie,
come and live in the open air and forget your anxiety for the future.
When I looked at Mary just now, her eyes asked me to do this thing.
But I am not doing it to please Mary so much as to please myself. It
is very selfish of me. I know----"
"Selfish!" Grace cried, "I could love you for what you say. The mere
thought of it makes my heart beat all the faster. But for the sake of
others----"
"Never mind the others," Connie cried, "go away and get well. I dare
not think what I should do if I had the same opportunity. Go away and
do your own work. How can you have the face to stay here and allow me
to do your drawings for you? It is the most selfish thing I ever heard
of in my life, and I decline to put up with it any longer. . . . Oh,
my dear, it is the very thing that I have been praying for. Don't
hesitate, Grace--think of your mother, of the grand future. If I loved
you less than I do----"
The smile faded from Connie's face, she had hard work to keep back the
tears. Lady Dashwood's smile, too, was watery and unsteady. She was
glad to find that Mary had fallen in with companions like these. She
could understand now why the girl had softened and improved. Hitherto
she had regarded Mary as perfect, but this was a chastened and
purified Mary of whom she had never dreamed. She could see the working
of Grace's mind in her face.
"You are very good to me," the girl said slowly, "everybody is good to
me. I never knew how much goodness there was in the world till my
health began to fail. It made me hard and bitter to see those
frivolous society people roll by in their carriages, and think that
the money they wasted on one abandoned toy would have sufficed to give
me back the strength I needed. Mary knows what I mean."
"I do, indeed," Mary said with a flush on her face, "but I had to pay
for my knowledge of my selfish folly by the loss of everything that I
held most dear. And now that I have learned my lesson, I have nothing
to put it into practice with. Still, the point does not refer to Lady
Dashwood, who is quite sincere in what she says. If you hesitate any
longer, Grace, I shall regard myself as a murderess. You will not
carry your pride so far as to endanger your life."
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