English fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Poverty -- Fiction
They went in different directions, and Snowdon made what speed he could
to Tysoe Street. Sidney had already been out, walking restlessly and
aimlessly for two or three hours. The news he now heard was the
half-incredible fulfilment of a dread that had been torturing him
through the night. No calamity is so difficult to realise when it
befalls as one which has haunted us in imagination.
‘That means nothing!’ he exclaimed, as if resentfully. ‘She was
dissatisfied with the lodging, that’s all. Perhaps she’s already got a
place. I dare say there’s a note from her at home this morning.’
‘Shall you go and see if there is?’ asked Snowdon, allowing, as usual,
a moment’s silence to intervene.
Sidney hesitated, avoiding the other’s look.
‘I shall go to that house first of all, I think. Of course I shall hear
no more than they told Jane; but—’
He took a deep breath.
‘Yes, go there,’ said Snowdon; ‘but afterwards go to the Hewetts’. If
she _hasn’t_ written to them, or let them have news of any kind, her
father oughtn’t to be kept in ignorance for another hour.’
‘He ought to have been told before this,’ replied Sidney, in a thick
under-voice. ‘He ought to have been told on Saturday. And the blame’ll
be mine.’
It is an experience familiar to impulsive and self-confident men that a
moment’s crisis may render scarcely intelligible a mode of thought or
course of action which till then one had deemed perfectly rational.
Sidney, hopeless in spite of the pretences he made, stood aghast at the
responsibility he had taken upon himself. It was so obvious to him now
that he ought to have communicated to John Hewett without loss of time
the news which Mrs. Hewett brought on Saturday morning. But could he be
sure that John was still in ignorance of Clara’s movements? Was it not
all but certain that Mrs. Hewett must have broken the news before this?
If not, there lay before him a terrible duty.
The two went forth together, and another visit was paid to the
lodging-house. After that Sidney called upon Mrs. Tubbs, and made a
simple inquiry for Clara, with the anticipated result.
‘You won’t find her in this part of London, it’s my belief,’ said the
woman significantly. ‘She’s left the lodgings as she took—so much I
know. Never meant to stay there, not she! You’re a friend of her
father’s, mister?’
Sidney could not trust himself to make a reply. He rejoined Snowdon at
a little distance, and expressed his intention of going at once to
Clerkenwell Close.
‘Let me see you again to-day,’ said the old man sadly.
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