English fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Poverty -- Fiction
‘I can’t stop,’ said Jane, ‘but I thought I’d just look in and speak a
word. How have you been getting on?’
‘Oh, do come in for just a minute!’ pleaded Pennyloaf, moving backwards
to an open door, whither Jane followed. They entered a room—much like
other rooms that we have looked into from time to time. Following the
nomadic custom of their kind, Bob Hewett and his wife had lived in six
or seven different lodgings since their honeymoon in Shooter’s Gardens.
Mrs. Candy first of all made a change necessary, as might have been
anticipated, and the restlessness of domestic ill-being subsequently
drove them from place to place. ‘Come in ’ere, Johnny,’ she Called to
the child lying on the landing. ‘What’s the good o’ washin’ you, I’d
like to know? Just see, Miss Snowdon, he’s made his face all white with
the milk as the boy spilt on the stairs! Take this brush an’ play with
it, do! I _can’t_ keep ’em clean, Miss Snowdon, so it’s no use
talkin’.’
‘Are you going somewhere to-night?’ Jane inquired, with a glance at the
strange costume.
Pennyloaf looked up and down in a shamefaced way.
‘I only did it just because I thought he might like to see me. He
promised me faithful as he’d come ’ome to-night, and I thought—it’s
only somethink as got into my ’ed to-day, Miss Snowdon.’
‘But hasn’t he been coming home since I saw you last?’
‘He did just once, an’ then it was all the old ways again. I did what
you told me; I did, as sure as I’m a-standin’ ’ere! I made the room so
clean you wouldn’t have believed; I scrubbed the floor an’ the table,
an’ I washed the winders—you can see they ain’t dirty yet. An’ he’d
never a’ paid a bit o’ notice if I hadn’t told him. He was jolly enough
for one night, just like he can be when he likes. But I knew as it
wouldn’t last, an’ the next night he was off with a lot o’ fellers an’
girls, same as ever. I didn’t make no row when he came ’ome; I wish I
may die if I said a word to set his back up! An’ I’ve gone on just the
same all the week; we haven’t had not the least bit of a row; so you
see I kep’ my promise. But it’s no good; he won’t come ’ome; he’s
always got fellers an’ girls to go round with. He took his hoath as
he’d come back to-night, an’ then it come into my ’ed as I’d put my
best things on, just to—you know what I mean, Miss Snowdon. But he
won’t come before twelve o’clock; I know he won’t. An’ I get that low
sittin’ ’ere, you can’t think! I can’t go nowhere, because o’ the
children. If it wasn’t for them I could go to work again, an’ I’d be
that glad; I feel as if my ’ed would drop off sometimes! I _ham_ so
glad you just come in!’
Jane had tried so many forms of encouragement, of consolation, on
previous occasions that she knew not how to repeat herself. She was
ashamed to speak words which sounded so hollow and profitless. This
silence was only too significant to Pennyloaf, and in a moment she
exclaimed with querulous energy:
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