English fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Poverty -- Fiction
‘Yes, I’m afraid he often does,’ Jane assented, as if relieved to speak
of it. ‘Yet he always says it’s nothing to trouble about, nothing but
what is natural at his age. He’s altered a great deal since father
came,’ she added, regarding him diffidently.
‘I hope it isn’t because he thinks your father may be wanting to take
you away?’
‘Oh, it can’t be that! Oh, he knows I wouldn’t leave him! Mr. Kirkwood,
you don’t think my father will give us any trouble?’
She revealed an anxiety which delicacy of feeling had hitherto
prevented her expressing. Sidney at once spoke reassuringly, though he
had in fact no little suspicion of Joseph Snowdon’s tactics.
‘It’s my grandfather that I ought to think most of,’ pursued Jane
earnestly. ‘I can’t feel to my father as I do to _him_. What should I
have been now if—’
Something caused her to leave the speech unfinished, and for a few
moments there was silence. From the ground exhaled a sweet fresh odour,
soothing to the senses, and at times a breath of air brought subtler
perfume from the alleys of the garden. In the branches above them
rustled a bird’s wing. At a distance on the country road sounded the
trotting of a horse.
‘I feel ashamed and angry with myself,’ said Sidney, in a tone of
emotion, ‘when I think now of those times. I might have done something,
Jane. I had no right to know what you were suffering and just go by as
if it didn’t matter!’
‘Oh, but you didn’t!’ came eagerly from the girl’s lips. ‘You’ve
forgotten, but I can’t. You were very kind to me—you helped me more
than you can think—you never saw me without speaking kindly. Don’t you
remember that night when I came to fetch you from the workshop, and you
took off your coat and put it over me, because it was cold and
raining?’
‘Jane, what a long, long time ago that seems!’
‘As long as I live I shall never forget it—never! You were the only
friend I had then.’
‘No; there was some one else who took thought for you,’ said Sidney,
regarding her gravely.
Jane met his look for an instant—they could just read each other’s
features in the pale light—then dropped her eyes.
‘I don’t think you’ve forgotten that either,’ he added, in the same
unusual voice.
‘No,’ said Jane, below her breath.
‘Say who it is I mean.’
‘You mean Miss Hewett,’ was the reply, after a troubled moment.
‘I wanted you to say her name. You remember one evening not long ago,
when your grandfather was away? I had the same wish then. Why shouldn’t
we speak of her? She was a friend to you when you needed one badly, and
it’s right that you should remember her with gratitude. I think of her
just like we do of people that are dead.’
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