English fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Poverty -- Fiction
On Monday the farmer had business in Maldon. Occasionally when he drove
over to that town he took one or other of his children with him to
visit a relative, and to-day he proposed that Jane should be of the
party. They started after an early dinner. Michael and Sidney stood
together in the road, watching the vehicle as it rolled away; then they
walked in silence to a familiar spot where they could sit in shadow.
Sidney was glad of Jane’s departure for the afternoon. He found it
impossible to escape the restlessness into which he had fallen, and was
resolved to seek relief by opening his mind to the old man. There could
be little doubt that Michael already understood his thoughts, and no
better opportunity for such a conversation was likely to present
itself. When they had been seated for a minute or two, neither
speaking, Sidney turned to his companion with a grave look. At the same
instant Michael also had raised his eyes and seemed on the point of
saying something of importance. They regarded each other. The old man’s
face was set in an expression of profound feeling, and his lips moved
tremulously before words rose to them.
‘What were you going to say, Sidney?’ he asked, reading the other’s
features.
‘Something which I hope won’t be displeasing to you. I was going to
speak of Jane. Since she has been living with you she has grown from a
child to a woman. When I was talking with her in the garden on Saturday
night I felt this change more distinctly than I had ever done before. I
understood that it had made a change in myself. I love her, Mr.
Snowdon, and it’s my dearest hope that she may come to feel the same
for me.’
Michael was more agitated than the speaker; he raised a hand to his
forehead and closed his eyes as if the light pained them. But the smile
with which he speedily answered Sidney’s look of trouble was full of
reassurance.
‘You couldn’t have said anything that would give me more pleasure,’ he
replied, just above his breath. ‘Does she know it? Did you speak to
her?’
‘We were talking of years ago, and I mentioned Clara Hewett. I said
that I had forgotten all about her except that she’d befriended Jane.
But nothing more than that. I couldn’t say what I was feeling just
then. Partly I thought that it was right to speak to you first; and
then—it seemed to me almost as if I should be treating her unfairly.
I’m so much older—she knows that it isn’t the first time I—and she’s
always thought of me just as a friend.’
‘So much older?’ repeated Michael, with a grave smile. ‘Why, you’re
both children to my sight. Wait and let me think a bit, Sidney. I too
have something I want to say. I’m glad you’ve spoken this afternoon,
when there’s time for us to talk. Just wait a few minutes, and let me
think.’
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