English fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Poverty -- Fiction
‘If I’d been a young man, I dare say I should have felt different when
they told me how rich I was; it gave me no pleasure at first, and when
I’d had time to think about it I only grew worried. I even thought once
or twice of getting rid of the burden by giving all the money to a
hospital in Sydney or Melbourne. But then I remembered that the poor in
the old country had more claim on me, and when I’d got used to the idea
of being a wealthy man, I found myself recalling all sorts of fancies
and wishes that used to come into my head when I was working hard for a
poor living. It took some time to get all the lawyer’s business
finished, and by when it was done I began to see a way before me. First
of all I must find my son in England, and see if he needed help. I
hadn’t made any change in my way of living, and I came back from
Australia as a steerage passenger, wearing the same clothes that I’d
worked in. The lawyer laughed at me, but I’m sure I should have laughed
at myself if I’d dressed up as a gentleman and begun to play the fool
in my old age. The money wasn’t to be used in that way. I’d got my
ideas, and they grew clearer during the voyage home.
‘You know how I found Jane. Not long after, I put an advertisement in
the papers, asking my son, if he saw it, to communicate with Mr.
Percival—that’s the lawyer I was recommended to in London. There was no
answer; Joseph was in America at that time. I hadn’t much reason to
like Mrs. Peckover and her daughter, but I kept up acquaintance with
them because I thought they might hear of Jo some day. And after a
while I sent Jane to learn a business. Do you know why I did that? Can
you think why I brought up the child as if I’d only had just enough to
keep us both, and never gave a sign that I could have made a rich lady
of her?’
In asking the question, he bent forward and laid his hand on Sidney’s
shoulder. His eyes gleamed with that light which betrays the
enthusiast, the idealist. As he approached the explanation to which his
story had tended, the signs of age and weakness disappeared before the
intensity of his feeling. Sidney understood now why he had always been
conscious of something in the man’s mind that was not revealed to him,
of a life-controlling purpose but vaguely indicated by the general
tenor of Michael’s opinions. The latter’s fervour affected him, and he
replied with emotion:
‘You wish Jane to think of this money as you do yourself—not to regard
it as wealth, but as the means of bringing help to the miserable.’
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