English fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Poverty -- Fiction
He went softly from the room, and joined the children at their tea. His
mood had grown brighter. Though in talking he kept his tone much
softened, there was a smile upon his face, and he answered freely the
questions put to him about his journey. Overcome at first by the dark
aspect of this home-coming, he now began to taste the joy of having
Clara under his roof, rescued alike from those vague dangers of the
past and from the recent peril. Impossible to separate the sorrow he
felt for her blighted life, her broken spirit, and the solace lurking
in the thought that henceforth she could not abandon him. Never a word
to reproach her for the unalterable; it should be as though there were
no gap between the old love and its renewal in the present. For Clara
used to love him, and already she had shown that his tenderness did not
appeal to her in vain; during the journey she had once or twice pressed
his hand in gratitude. How well it was that he had this home in which
to receive her! Half a year ago, and what should he have done? He would
not admit to himself that there were any difficulties ahead; if it came
to that, he would manage to get some extra work in the evening and on
Saturday afternoons. He would take Sidney into council. But thereupon
his face darkened again, and he lost himself in troubled musing.
Midway in the Sunday morning Amy told him that Clara had risen and
would like him to go and sit with her. She would not leave her room;
Amy had put it in order, and the blind was drawn low. Clara sat by the
fireside, in her attitude of last night, hiding her face as far as she
was able. The beauty of her form would have impressed anyone who
approached her, the grace of her bent head; but the countenance was no
longer that of Clara Hewett; none must now look at her, unless to pity.
Feeling herself thus utterly changed, she could not speak in her former
natural voice; her utterance was oppressed, unmusical, monotonous.
When her father had taken a place near her she asked him, ‘Have you got
that piece of newspaper still?’
He had, and at her wish produced it. Clara held it in the light of the
fire, and regarded the pencilled words closely. Then she inquired if he
wished to keep it, and on his answering in the negative threw it to be
burnt. Hewett took her hand, and for a while they kept silence.
‘Do you live comfortably here, father?’ she said presently.
‘We do, Clara. It’s a bit high up, but that don’t matter much.’
‘You’ve got new furniture.’
‘Yes, some new things. The old was all done for, you know.’
‘And where did you live before you came here?’
‘Oh, we had a place in King’s Cross Road—it wasn’t much of a place, but
I suppose it might a’ been worse.’
‘And that was where—?’
‘Yes—yes—it was there.’
‘And how did you manage to buy this furniture?’ Clara asked, after a
pause.
‘Well, my dear, to tell you the truth—it was a friend as—an old friend
helped us a bit.’
‘You wouldn’t care to say who it was?’
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