English fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Poverty -- Fiction
‘Give us your hand again! Sidney Kirkwood, give us your hand again! If
there’s a good-hearted man in this world, if there’s a faithful, honest
man, as only lives to do kindness—What am I to say to you? It’s too
much for me. I can’t find a word as I’d wish to speak. Stand out and
let’s look at you. You make me as I can’t neither speak nor see—I’m
just like a child—’
He broke down utterly, and shook with the choking struggle of laughter
and sobs. His emotion affected Sidney, who looked pale and troubled in
spite of the smile still clinging feebly about his lips.
‘If it makes you glad to hear it,’ said the young man, in an uncertain
voice, ‘I’m all the more glad myself, on that account.’
‘Makes me glad? That’s no word for it, boy; that’s no word for it! Give
us your hand again. I feel as if I’d ought to go down on my old knees
and crave your pardon. If only she could have lived to see this, the
poor woman as died when things was at their worst! If I’d only listened
to her there’d never have been them years of unfriendliness between us.
You’ve gone on with one kindness after another, but this is more than I
could ever a’ thought possible. Why, I took it for certain as you was
goin’ to marry that other young girl; they told me as it was all
settled.’
‘A mistake.’
‘I’d never have dared to hope it, Sidney. The one thing as I wished
more than anything else on earth, and I couldn’t think ever to see it.
Glad’s no word for what I feel. And to think as my girl kep’ it from
me! Yes, yes; there was something on her face; I remember it now. “I’m
just goin’ round to have a word with Sidney,” I says. “Are you,
father?” she says. “Don’t stay too long.” And she had a sort o’ smile I
couldn’t quite understand. She’ll be a good wife to you, Sidney. Her
heart’s softened to all as she used to care for. She’ll be a good and
faithful wife to you as long as she lives. But I must go back home and
speak to her. There ain’t a man livin’, let him be as rich as he may,
that feels such happiness as you’ve given me to-night.’
He went stumbling down the stairs, and walked homewards at a great
speed, so that when he reached the Buildings he had to wipe his face
and stand for a moment before beginning the ascent. The children were
at their home lessons; he astonished them by flinging his hat
mirthfully on to the table.
‘Now then, father!’ cried young Tom, the eight-year-old, whose pen was
knocked out of his hand.
With a chuckle John advanced to Clara’s room. As he closed the door
behind him she rose. His face was mottled; there were tear-stains about
his eyes, and he had a wild, breathless look.
‘An’ you never told me! You let me go without half a word!’
Clara put her hands upon his shoulders and kissed him. ‘I didn’t quite
know whether it was true or not, father.’
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