English fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction; Poor -- Fiction; Poverty -- Fiction
He was nervous, a most unusual thing with him. Till Bessie’s return he
paced the room irregularly, chewing the ends of his moustache. When it
was announced to him that the parlour was ready he went down, the
letter in his hand. At the half-open door came a soft knock. Jane
entered.
She showed signs of painful agitation.
‘Will you sit down, Miss Snowdon? It happens that I have a
correspondent in the United States, who has lately had—had business
relations with Mr. Joseph Snowdon, your father. On returning this
evening I found a letter from my friend, in which there is news of a
distressing kind.’
He paused. What he was about to say was—for once—the truth. The letter,
however, came from a stranger, a lawyer in Chicago.
‘Your father, I understand, has lately been engaged in—in commercial
speculation on a great scale. His enterprises have proved unfortunate.
One of those financial crashes which are common in America caused his
total ruin.’
Jane drew a deep breath.
‘I am sorry to say that is not all. The excitement of the days when his
fate was hanging in the balance led to illness—fatal illness. He died
on the sixth of February.’
Jane, with her eyes bent down, was motionless. After a pause,
Scawthorne continued:
‘I will speak of this with Mr. Percival to-morrow, and every inquiry
shall be made—on your behalf.’
‘Thank you, sir.’
She rose, very pale, but with more self-command than on entering the
room. The latter part of his communication seemed to have affected her
as a relief.
‘Miss Snowdon—if you would allow me to say a few more words. You will
remember I mentioned to you that there was a prospect of my becoming a
partner in the firm which I have hitherto served as clerk. A certain
examination had to be passed that I might be admitted a solicitor. That
is over; in a few days my position as a member of the firm will be
assured.’
Jane waited, her eyes still cast down.
‘I feel that it may seem to you an ill-chosen time; but the very fact
that I have just been the bearer of such sad news impels me to speak. I
cannot keep the promise that I would never revive the subject on which
I spoke to you not long ago. Forgive me; I _must_ ask you again if you
cannot think of me as I wish? Miss Snowdon, will you let me devote
myself to making your life happy? It has always seemed to me that if I
could attain a position such as I now have, there would be little else
to ask for. I began life poor and half-educated, and you cannot imagine
the difficulties I have overcome. But if I go away from this house, and
leave you so lonely, living such a hard life, there will be very little
satisfaction for me in my success. Let me try to make for you a
happiness such as you merit. It may seem as if we were very slightly
acquainted, but I know you well enough to esteem you more highly than
any women I ever met, and if you could but think of me—’
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