It did not come. Hoping at last that it was truly gone, he forced
himself to advance, bearing the lamp. Reaching the window, he ran the
roller shade to the very top, and then, still holding the lamp above his
head with one hand while he shaded his eyes with the other, he gazed out
into the silent night.
The lamplight showed that the roof of the ell was bare. At the far end
of the building it fell upon a big chestnut tree with spreading
branches. Beyond that nothing could be seen.
Presently, with a deep breath that was almost painful in the relief it
gave, Shultz drew back from the window, seized the shade and quickly
pulled it all the way down.
“Mercy! what a fright!” he whispered hoarsely. “I must have imagined it.
My nerves must be on edge, and I never knew I had any nerves. Great
Cæsar! but it did look natural and real!”
He put the lamp back on the stand and dropped upon a chair, weak and
covered with clammy perspiration. For the first time in his life,
perhaps, Charley Shultz had been thoroughly frightened, and it was no
easy matter for him to recover and regain control of himself.
“I can hardly believe I imagined it, now!” he muttered. “Why should I? I
haven’t felt that I was really to blame for this Hooker business, and,
if I’m not to blame, why should I get all wrought up over it?”
Up to this time his great concern had been almost wholly for himself as
he would be affected by the unfortunate affair. In a slight measure he
had regretted that Osgood would be entangled. Hooker had called him a
cheat and had been the first to lift his hand in wrath. Therefore, why
should he feel remorse over what the fellow had brought upon himself?
“He deserved all he got,” Shultz had told himself this over and over.
“Of course I didn’t intend to give him a poke that would hurt him
seriously, but I had to defend myself.”
Now, however, something like a ray of light, piercing his distressed
heart, showed him that under the circumstances he could not hope wholly
to escape just blame and censure. Although seemingly a bit stolid about
ordinary affairs, he had always permitted his ungovernable temper and
somewhat bullying proclivities to have full sway, and no person with a
violent temper is totally phlegmatic or stolid. Rage and resentment had
put power into the smashing blow which threatened him with disgrace—or
worse.
“If only I hadn’t been quite so quick!” he sighed. “I didn’t realize
what might come of it. I didn’t stop to think.” Which is the prime cause
of most misfortunes we bring upon ourselves; we do not stop to think.
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