Beyond the river, as he drew near the dam at the lower end of the lake,
he could see a few lights still shining palely in the windows of the
village. Little had he imagined, when he first came to this small,
despised country town, that here he was to face the first great crisis
of his life. Here, it now seemed, he had met with disaster that meant
his complete undoing.
The little railroad station on the southern side of the river was dark
and deserted. Near it he halted again, tempted by the thought that
somewhere around those black buildings he might hide until the first
train should pull out in the morning—might hide there, and, sneaking
aboard that train at the last moment, succeed, after all, in making his
escape.
“But I won’t do it!” he suddenly snarled. “I attempted to run away like
a coward, and this is what I’ve come to. I won’t try it again. I’ll face
the music and pretend that I’ve got a little manhood left.”
Beneath the span of the bridge the water flowed swift and silent, save
for a few faint whisperings and gurglings. Looking down at it, he drew
away from the railing, fearful that he might be tempted to leap and end
it all. Had he been met at the foot of Main Street by officers, waiting
to place him under arrest, he would not have been surprised, and would
have offered no resistance.
Once before upon this same night he had sneaked up Cross Street, and
again he followed the same course. Something like a powerful magnet now
seemed drawing him on, although as yet he but faintly realized that he
was moving toward Hooker’s home as fast as he could.
The house was lighted in almost every room. In front of it he halted
again, struggling weakly against that attracting force. In there was
Roy’s mother—the mother of the boy he had destroyed—waiting distractedly
for some tidings of her unfortunate son. How could he face her? How
could he utterly crush her with the terrible truth?
As he faltered and wavered, he became aware that some one was coming up
Cross Street. In the silence, even at that distance, he heard the sound
of footsteps.
“Some of the searchers—Roy’s father, perhaps—returning to tell her that
they have not found him. When they do find him—oh, when they do!”
Then he thought of another house, a modest little white cottage, farther
up the street. It was to that cottage that he should go, after all.
There he would find the one to whom his confession should be made. This
decided on, he forced his stiff and swollen ankle to bear him a little
farther, with the aid of the stick, which clumped upon the sidewalk as
he hobbled. There was a light in one of the windows of the cottage, the
window of Professor Richardson’s study. The professor was awake. He was
there in his study, waiting for some news of Roy. Well, he should soon
know it all.
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