England -- Fiction; Impostors and imposture -- Fiction; Women ex-convicts -- Fiction
“You, who have your solicitors to inform you of legal remedies and
your newspapers, circulars, and active friends to sound the praises of
charitable institutions continually in your ears--you, who possess these
advantages, have no idea of the outer world of ignorance in which your
lost fellow-creatures live. They know nothing (unless they are rogues
accustomed to prey on society) of your benevolent schemes to help them.
The purpose of public charities, and the way to discover and apply to
them, ought to be posted at the corner of every street. What do we know
of public dinners and eloquent sermons and neatly printed circulars?
Every now and then the case of some forlorn creature (generally of a
woman) who has committed suicide, within five minutes’ walk, perhaps, of
an institution which would have opened its doors to her, appears in the
newspapers, shocks you dreadfully, and is then forgotten again. Take as
much pains to make charities and asylums known among the people without
money as are taken to make a new play, a new journal, or a new medicine
known among the people with money and you will save many a lost creature
who is perishing now.
“You will forgive and understand me if I say no more of this period of
my life. Let me pass to the new incident in my career which brought me
for the second time before the public notice in a court of law.
“Sad as my experience has been, it has not taught me to think ill
of human nature. I had found kind hearts to feel for me in my
former troubles; and I had friends--faithful, self-denying, generous
friends--among my sisters in adversity now. One of these poor women (she
has gone, I am glad to think, from the world that used her so hardly)
especially attracted my sympathies. She was the gentlest, the most
unselfish creature I have ever met with. We lived together like sisters.
More than once in the dark hours when the thought of self-destruction
comes to a desperate woman, the image of my poor devoted friend, left
to suffer alone, rose in my mind and restrained me. You will hardly
understand it, but even we had our happy days. When she or I had a few
shillings to spare, we used to offer one another little presents, and
enjoy our simple pleasure in giving and receiving as keenly as if we had
been the most reputable women living.
“One day I took my friend into a shop to buy her a ribbon--only a bow
for her dress. She was to choose it, and I was to pay for it, and it was
to be the prettiest ribbon that money could buy.
“The shop was full; we had to wait a little before we could be served.
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