Clergy -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
As the days passed by, however, bringing only the sickness of hope
deferred and tidings of the rector’s sturdy determination to hold what
he had got, the curate began, not in a mere passing mood, but, on
grounds of reason and calculation, to lose hope. Every tongue in the
town was wagging about Lindo. My lord was, or was supposed to be,
setting the engines of the law in motion. Mr. Bonamy was believed,
probably with less reason, to be contemplating an appeal to the bishop
and the Court of Arches. In a word, all the misfortunes which Clode had
foreseen were accumulating about the devoted head; and yet—and yet it
was a question whether the owner of the head was a penny the worse!
Perhaps some day he might be. The earl was a great man, with a long
purse, and he might yet have his way. But this was not likely to
happen, as the curate now began to see, until long after the Rev.
Stephen Clode’s connection with the parish and claim upon the living
should have become things of the past.
On the top of this conviction, which sufficiently depressed him, came
the news of the colliery accident—news which did not reach him until
late at night. It plunged him into the depth’s of despair. He cursed
the ill-luck which had withheld from him the opportunity of
distinguishing himself, and had granted it to the rector. He saw how
fatally the affair would strengthen the latter’s hands. And in effect
he gave up. He resigned himself to despair. He had not the spirit to go
out, but sat until long after noon, brooding miserably over the fire,
his table littered with unremoved breakfast things, and his mind in a
similar state of slovenly disorder. That was a day, a miserable day, he
long remembered.
About half-past two he made an effort to pull himself together.
Mechanically putting a book in his pocket, he took his hat and went
out, with the intention of paying two or three visits in his district.
He had pride enough left to excite him to the effort, and sufficient
sense to recognize its supreme importance. But, even so, before he
reached the street he was dreaming again—the old dreary dreams. He
started when a voice behind him said brusquely, “Going your rounds, I
see! Well, there is nothing like sticking to business, whatever is on
foot. Shall I have to congratulate you this time?”
He knew the voice and turned round, a scowl on his dark face. The
speaker was Gregg—Gregg wearing an air of unusual jauntiness and
gaiety. It fell from him, however, as he met the other’s eyes, leaving
him, metaphorically speaking, naked and ashamed. The doctor stood in
wholesome dread of the curate’s sharp tongue and biting irony, nor
would he have accosted him in so free-and-easy a manner now, had he not
been a little lifted above himself by something he had just learned.
“Congratulate me? What do you mean?” Clode replied, turning on him with
the uncompromising directness which is more “upsetting” to a man
uncertain of himself than any retort, however discourteous.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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