Clergy -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“I am astonished that you did; I am astonished that you should have
believed anything so absurd, Miss Bonamy!” he said severely. At that
moment, as it happened, two people came round the flank of the church.
The one was the curate; the other was Dr. Gregg. Kate looked at them,
and her face flamed. The rector looked, and felt only relief. They
would afford him an excuse to be gone. “Ah, there is Mr. Clode,” he
said indifferently. “I was just looking for him. I think, if you will
excuse me, Miss Bonamy, I will seize the opportunity of speaking to him
now.” And raising his hat, with a formality which one of the men took
to be a pretence and a sham, he left her and walked across to them.
CHAPTER XIII.
LAURA’S PROVISO.
When a mine has been laid, and the fuse lit, and the tiny thread of
smoke has begun to curl upward, it is apt to seem a long time—so I am
told by those who have stood and watched such things—before the earth
flies into the air. So it seemed to Stephen Clode. The curate looked to
see an explosion follow immediately upon the rector taking the decisive
step of turning out the sheep. But week after week elapsed, until
Christmas was some time gone, and nothing happened. Mr. Bonamy, with a
lawyer’s prudence, wrote another letter, and for a time, perhaps out of
regard to the season, held his hand. There was talk of Lord Dynmore’s
return, but no sign of it as yet. And Dr. Gregg snapped and snarled
among his intimates, but in public was pretty quiet.
It was noticeable, however, that the rector was invited to none of the
whist-parties which were a feature of the town life at this season; and
to those who looked closely into things and listened to the gossip of
the place it was plain that the breach between him and the bulk of his
parishioners was growing wider. The rector was much with the Hammonds,
and carried his head high—higher than ever, one of his parishioners
thought since a talk she had had with him in the churchyard. The habit
of looking down upon a certain section of the town, because they were
not quite so refined as himself, because they were narrow in their
opinions, or because the Hammonds looked down upon them, was growing
upon him. And he yielded to it none the less because he was all the
time dissatisfied with himself. He was conscious that he was not acting
up to the standard he had set himself on coming to the town. He was not
living the life he had hoped to live. He visited his poor and gave
almost too largely in the hard weather, and was diligent at services
and sermon-writing. But there was a flaw in his life, and he knew it;
and yet he had not the strength to set it right.
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