Clergy -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
When he was gone there was silence in the room. I do not know whether
Laura had been conscious, while the two men wrangled before her, that
she was the prize of the strife, and so, like the maidens of old, had
been content to stand by passive and expectant, satisfied to see the
best man win, or whether she had been too much alarmed to interpose.
But certain it is that, when she was left alone with the curate, she
felt almost as uncomfortable as she had ever felt in her life. She
tried to say something indifferent, but for once she was too nervous to
frame the words. And Mr. Clode, instead of assisting her, instead of
bridging over the awkwardness of the moment, as he should have done,
since he was the person to blame for it all, sat silent and morose,
brooding over the fire and sipping his tea. At last he spoke. “Well,”
he said abruptly, turning his dark eyes suddenly on hers. “Which is it
to be, Laura?”
He had never spoken to her in that tone before, and had any one told
her that morning that she would submit to it, she would have laughed
her informant to scorn. But there was a new-born masterfulness in the
curate’s manner which cowed her. “I do not know what you mean,” she
murmured, her face hot, her heart beating.
“I think you do,” he answered sternly, without removing his eyes from
her. “Is it to be the rector, or is it to be me, Laura? You must choose
between us.”
She recovered herself with a kind of gasp. “Are you not going a little
too fast?” she said, trying to smile, and speaking with something of
her ordinary manner. “I did not know that my choice was limited to the
two you mention, Mr. Clode, or that I had to choose one at all.”
“I think you must,” was his only answer. “You must choose between us.”
Then, with a sudden movement, he rose and stood over her. “Laura!” he
said in a different tone, in a low voice, which thrilled through her
and awoke feelings and emotions hitherto asleep. “Laura, do not play
with me! I am a man. Is he more? Is he as much? I love you with all my
being! He cares only to kill time with you! Will you throw me over
because he is a little richer, because I am the curate and he is the
rector? If so, well, tell me, and I shall understand you!”
It was not the way she had thought he would end. The force, the
abruptness, the almost menace of the last four words took her by
surprise and subdued her afresh. If she had had any doubt before which
of the two men had her liking, she had none now. She knew that Clode’s
little finger was more to her than Lindo’s whole hand; for, like most
women, she had a secret admiration for force, even when exercised
without much regard to good taste.
“You need not speak to me like that,” she said, in gentle deprecation
of his manner.
He stooped over her. “Laura,” he said, “do you really mean it? Do you
mean you will——”
“Wait, please!” she answered, recovering a little of her ascendency.
“Give me a little time. I want to think something out.”
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