The New WardenRitchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
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The New Warden
Ritchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
English fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction; University of Oxford -- Fiction
May sat down again and put her cool hand on the girl's brow. It was no
use talking about honour to the child. To Belinda and Co. honour was,
what was expected of you by people who were in the swim, and if Mrs.
Potten had made no discovery, or had forgiven it when it was made,
Gwendolen's "honour" would have remained bright and untarnished. That
was Gwendolen's sense of the moral situation! Her vision went no
further. Still May's silence was disturbing. Gwendolen felt that she had
not been understood, and that she was being reproved by that silence,
though the reproof was gentle, very different from the kind of reproof
that would probably be administered by her mother. On the other hand,
the reproof was not merited.
"Would you," said Gwendolen, with a gulp in her throat, "would you spoil
somebody's whole life because they took some trifle that nobody really
missed or wanted, intending to give it back, only didn't somehow get the
opportunity? Would you?"
"Your whole life isn't spoiled," said May. "If you take what has
happened very seriously you may make your life more honourable in the
future than it has been. Don't you see that if what you had done had not
been discovered you might have gone on doing these things all your
life. That would have spoiled your life!"
"But my engagement!" moaned Gwen. "I shall have to go to that horrid
Stow, unless mother has got an invitation for me, and mother will be so
upset. She'll be so angry!"
What could May say to give the girl any real understanding of her own
responsibilities? Was she to drift about like a leaf in the wind,
without principles, with no firm basis upon which she could stand and
take her part in the struggle of human life?
What was to be done?
May did her best to put her thoughts into the plainest, simplest words.
She had to begin at the beginning, and speak as to a child. As she went
on May discovered that one thing, and one thing only, really impressed
Gwen, and that was the idea of courage. Coward as she was, she did grasp
that courage was of real value. Gwen had a faint gleam of the meaning of
honour, when it was a question of courage, and upon this one string May
played, for it gave a clear note, striking into the silence of the poor
girl's moral nature.
She got the girl to promise that she would try and take the misfortune
of her youth with courage and meet the future bravely. She even induced
Gwendolen then and there to pray for more courage, moral and physical,
and she did not leave her till she had added also a prayer for help in
the future when difficulties and temptations were in her path. They were
vague words, "difficulties and temptations," and May knew that, but it
is not possible in half an hour to straighten the muddle of many years
of Belinda and Co.
"Have courage," she said at last, "I must go, Gwen. Good-night," and May
stooped down to kiss the dark head on the pillow. "God protect you; God
help you!"
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