The New WardenRitchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
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The New Warden
Ritchie, David G. (David George), Mrs.
English fiction; Love stories; Mate selection -- Fiction; University of Oxford -- Fiction
Gwen made a curious movement into her pillows and May moved away from
the bed. She seemed about to slip away from the room, but Lady Dashwood
made her a sign to stay. It was such an imperative sign that May stayed.
She went to the fireplace silently and stood there, and Lady Dashwood
came to her. No one spoke. Lady Dashwood stood with face averted from
the bed and closed her eyes, like one who waits patiently, but takes no
part and no responsibility. May did not look at the bed, but she heard
what was said and saw, without looking.
The Warden was now walking quietly round to the side where Gwendolen was
propped. She made a convulsive movement of her arms towards him and
sobbed hysterically--
"Oh, I'm so frightened!"
He approached her without responding either to her exclamation or her
gestures. He put his hand on the electric lamp by the bed, raised the
shade, and turned it so as to cast its light on his own face. While he
did this there was silence.
Then he began to speak, and the sound of his voice made May's heart stir
strangely. She leaned her elbow on the mantelpiece and pressed her hand
over her eyes. All her prayers that night, all her self-reproach, meant
very little. What were they but a pretence, a cloak to hide from herself
the nakedness of her soul? No, they were not a pretence. Her prayer had
been a real prayer for forgetfulness of herself. But in his presence the
past seemed to slip away and leave her clamouring for relief from this
strange present suffering, and from this dull empty aching below her
heart when she drew her breath. She knew now how weak she was.
She could hear his voice saying: "What is it you are afraid of?" and as
he spoke, it seemed to May herself that fear, of all things in the
world, was the least real, and fear of spirits was an amazing folly.
"I thought I saw something," said Gwendolen, doubtfully; for already she
was under the influence of his voice, his manner, his face; and her mind
had begun to relax the tenacity of its hold on that one distracting
fear.
"You thought you saw something," he said, emphasising the word
"thought"; "you made a mistake. You saw nothing--you imagined you
saw--there _was_ nothing!"
May could not hear whether Gwendolen made any reply.
"And now I am going to prevent you from frightening yourself by
imagining such foolish things again."
Although she did not look towards them, but kept her eyes on the ground,
May was aware that the Warden was now bending over the bed, and he was
speaking in an inaudible voice. She could hear the girl move round on
the pillow in obedience to some direction of his. After this there came
a brief silence between them that seemed an age of intolerable misery to
May, and then she perceived that the Warden was turning out the bed
light, and she heard him move away from the bed. He walked to the door
very quietly, as if to avoid awakening a sleeper.
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