By September 13th he is writing his brothers from Fort George, but still
hinting of his hopes to get leave to return to England eventually. What
an out-of-the-way place for fame to seek and find a man--a man repining
that he cannot go in search of her! Yet he writes: "I should stand
evidently in my own light if I did not court fortune elsewhere." The
attitude of Sir James Craig in the matter of his transfer to the
European service was candidly stated by a letter from Colonel Baynes as
follows:
In reply to an observation of mine, that you regretted the
inactive prospect before you, and looked with envy on those
employed in Spain and Portugal, he said: "I make no doubt of it,
but I can in no shape aid his plans in that respect; I would
not, however, be the means of preventing them, and although from
his local knowledge I should regret losing him in this country,
yet I would not oppose it if he could obtain an appointment to
the staff on service; but in that case I would ask for another
general officer being sent in his place immediately to Upper
Canada." I tell you this, my dear general, without reserve, and
give you, as far as I can recollect, Sir James's words. If he
liked you less, he might, perhaps, be more readily induced to
let you go; as matters stand, I do not think he will, although I
am convinced that he will feel very sincere regret in refusing
you on a subject upon which you appear to be so anxious.
In his correspondence we now and then get a glimpse of the General's
tastes and inclinations; that he was not a frugal entertainer we have
considerable proof,[32] likewise evidence of his temperate tastes. In
his lonely life by the Niagara he had recourse to such books as were to
be found.
But books are scarce [he writes], and I hate borrowing. I like
to read a book quickly, and afterwards revert to such passages
as have made the deepest impression, and which appear to me most
important to remember--a practice I cannot conveniently pursue
unless the book be mine. Should you find that I am likely to
remain here, I wish you to send me some choice authors in
history, particularly ancient, with maps, and the best
translations of ancient works. I read in my youth Pope's
Translation of Homer, but till lately never discovered its
exquisite beauties. As I grow old, I acquire a taste for study.
I firmly believe that the same propensity was always inherent in
me, but, strange to tell, although many were paid extravagantly,
I never had the advantage of a master to guide and encourage me.
But it is now too late to repine. I rejoice that my nephews are
more fortunate.
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