Racially mixed people -- Fiction; Slavery -- Louisiana -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Forgive me, dear Pauline, if I have seemed wanting in candor," said
Camillia: "but it was Paul who bade me be silent."
"Yes, Paul, who feared that the governess might betray her pupil. Now,
listen to me, Camillia. The story of my life is a strange one. The day
may come when I may choose to reveal it, but that day has not arrived.
The history of the past may have done much to embitter a heart that was
not once all base. I am ambitious--proud--though policy has taught me
to conceal my pride--dependence, even on those I like, is painful to
me; all this I have learnt to hide beneath a gay exterior."
"Pauline, you terrify me!" exclaimed Camillia, "This power of
concealing your feelings--"
"Is akin to falsehood, is it not, Camillia? No matter. For the first
time I speak the truth to you about myself. You have been kind,
generous, affectionate. I should be worse than a murderess could I
break your heart, for to break your heart would be to kill you--and
yet, Camillia, three days ago I should have been capable of that
infamy."
"Pauline--Pauline!"
"Ah, well may you open those large black eyes with that gaze of horror
and amazement. Yes, I repeat, three days ago I should have been capable
of this; because I am ambitious, and the ambitious will trample on
the most sacred ties to attain the golden goal of their wishes. But
this is past. Another road has opened to me, and henceforth, Camillia
Moraquitos, I will be your friend. Say, will you trust me?"
Pauline Corsi fixed her large, limpid blue eyes upon the face of her
pupil, with an earnest glance of inquiry.
"Will you trust me, Camillia?"
"Yes, Pauline! Your words have terrified and bewildered me, but I feel
that, whatever you may be, you are not deceiving me now."
"I am not, indeed!" answered Pauline; "It is agreed then--you will
trust me?"
"I will!"
"Tell me, then, do you love Paul Lisimon?"
"True, eternally!"
"And for that love you are prepared to sacrifice all ambitious hopes?
You, who have much of your father's haughty nature can reconcile
yourself to a life of comparative poverty and obscurity for the sake of
him you love?"
"It would be no sacrifice," answered Camillia; "poverty would have no
trials if shared with him."
"But, remember, Camillia Moraquitos, think of his unknown birth--low
and obscure no doubt as are all mysterious lineages--would not that
cause you to blush for your lover--your husband?"
"I could never blush for him while I knew him to be honest and
honorable."
"Ay, but even then how bitter would be your trial! Do not forget that
his honor has been sullied by a foul suspicion--that he has been
branded as a thief!"
"I forget nothing. I know that I love him and trust him. We cannot love
those we do not trust."
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