And suddenly a sensation of absolute and marvellous terror seized Edward
Henry. He was more afraid than he had ever been--and yet once or twice
in his life he had felt fear. His sense of true perspective--one of his
most precious qualities--returned. He thought: "I’ve got to get out of
this." Well, the door was not locked. It was only necessary to turn
the handle, and security lay on the other side of the door! He had but
to rise and walk. And he could not. He might just as well have been
manacled in a prison-cell. He was under an enchantment.
"A man," murmured Elsie, "a man can never realise the loneliness--" She
ceased.
He stirred uneasily.
"About this play," he found himself saying.
And yet why should he mention the play in his fright? He pretended to
himself not to know why. But he knew why. His instinct had seen in the
topic of the play the sole avenue of salvation.
"A wonderful thing, isn’t it?"
"Oh, yes," he said; and then, most astonishingly to himself, added:
"I’ve decided to do it."
"We knew you would," she said calmly. "At any rate I did.... You’ll
open with it of course."
"Yes," he answered desperately, and proceeded, with the most
extraordinary bravery: "If you’ll act in it."
Immediately on hearing these last words issue from his mouth he knew
that a fool had uttered them, and that the bravery was mere rashness;
for Elsie’s responding gesture reinspired him afresh with the exquisite
terror which he had already begun to conjure away.
"You think Miss Euclid ought to have the part," he added quickly, before
she could speak.
"Oh, I do!" cried Elsie positively and eagerly. "Rose will do simply
wonders with that part. You see she can speak verse. I can’t. I’m
nobody. I only took it because--"
"Aren’t you anybody?" he contradicted. "Aren’t you anybody? I can just
tell you--"
There he was again, bringing back the delicious terror! An astounding
situation!
But the door creaked. The babble from the stage invaded the room. And
in a second the enchantment was lifted from him. Several people
entered. He sighed, saying within himself to the disturbers:
"I’d have given you a hundred-pound piece if you’d been five minutes
sooner."
And yet simultaneously he regretted their arrival. And, more curious
still, though he well remembered the warning words of Mr. Seven Sachs
concerning Elsie April, he did not consider that they were justified.
She had not been a bit persuasive ... only...
VII.
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