"I have just come from inquiring as to the result of the operation,"
said Henriette. "He is resting easily. As you know, he is really a
distant cousin of Helen's and mine and we were all fond of one another.
We had such good times together at Mervaux. It was so fine of him to
stay and fight instead of going home. Then this! You can't imagine
the shock of it!"
"Terrible!" gasped Lady Violet. "We all know what it means to you."
"And even more to Helen!" said Henriette. "Poor Helen! She was
utterly devoted to him and he to her. She has stood by so bravely,
insisting that he will get his sight and hearing back and that Bricktop
will remake him as good as new. When I think of him as I last saw him
and how Helen is suffering--it's too horrible!"
With a weary drooping of her lashes, she said that she was too tired to
think of coming down to dinner and went to her room, where, after she
had bathed her face and taken down her hair, her reflection in the
mirror in its faultless outline was a reflection of something in her
cosmos which could have no part with deformities of any kind, and her
relief was infinite over the gate that Helen had providentially opened.
She hastened to write to her mother, the letter a symbol of cutting a
chain with the past:
"... I saw it--a monstrous wound of the jaw. He is deaf, blind,
speechless. They say that he will live. I need not tell you what a
day it has been for Helen and me! When I thought of his gallant
conduct at Mervaux in refusing to leave Helen there alone, of our fun
over the portrait and the cartoons, and all that he meant to his father
and mother, the thought of what has happened to him was too horrible
for words. I am glad that when he became _épris_ I did not encourage
him. Now I see that his real fondness was for Helen. He asks for her,
wants her near him. She is a great comfort to him and her feeling for
him is deeper than either of us realised. I hope you will give up your
trip to Truckleford, travelling conditions are so abominable."
To which Madame Ribot consented, as she was no longer interested in
Peter Smithers's visit.
Helen, after she had separated from her sister on the path, had thought
little of what had passed between them. Her mind was too intensely
objective. Anything to make Phil well! It did not matter how it was
done or who did it. Upon her return to her room she gathered up her
drawing materials, which seemed to belong to her in some other
incarnation, and put them in a drawer. It was as if her life was
Phil's; his wound hers. She wrote the promised letter to Truckleford,
and then she prayed for Phil; and after she had prayed to the God
above, she clenched her fists and murmured: "Will! Must!" in the face
of all the hard little gods below who seem to get a good deal out of
the hand of the God above.
CHAPTER XXX
PETER SMITHERS IN ACTION
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