She directed his steps as Helen had directed them many times. The men
of pain lounging in the court looking out through the holes in balls of
white, watched two figures pacing in rhythmic step which was familiar
when their backs were turned; but when facing them, the girl who was
like a picture was in place of the picture girl. They wondered about
it; wonder was a habit of their tired minds. She was beautiful,
surpassingly so, soothing to the eyes, and she played Helen's part,
too, by smiling at them as she passed. Her smile was more radiant than
Helen's. It was a better short-acquaintance smile, one of them
thought, while Helen's sent a warming, lasting glow all through you and
was better for easing pain. Of the two, they would rather have Helen
about every day. The men of pain were not articulate, but little that
passed in the court escaped their eyes. If a sparrow lighted on a roof
or a nurse appeared at a window, they knew it.
Then, just as Phil and Henriette had made a turn with their backs to
them, they saw Helen appear under the sign and something happened that
puzzled pain-weary heads. At the very point where the court was in
view the picture girl stopped short at the sight of the two who were
promenading. For an instant she was perfectly still, only an instant,
as she looked at the backs of Phil and the girl who was like a picture.
Then she put her hand up to her head abruptly, as one will who
recollects something, and turned away before the two had wheeled to
walk back toward the Oral Surgery sign.
It was a pantomime that set the men into a prolonged quandary. Some
had an idea, from the way that Helen put her hand up to her head, that
there had been a flash of pain as sharp as any they had ever known
through it; others thought that she was relieved to find another in her
place. Perhaps both were right, and all kept thinking of it after Phil
and Henriette had gone indoors.
When she had led him to his chair and drawn the coverlet over his legs
as she had seen Helen do, she gave him the hand-clasp which meant
"good-night." In answer, he gripped her hand tightly and drew her
toward him. The other hand moved slowly back and forth in the air till
its fingers touched her hair. Then, with the feathery touch of the
blind, he traced the line of her forehead. A frown like her mother's
gathered as he went on to her eyes, her nose, her lips, and her chin.
"It is the first time that you ever did that," she wrote on his arm.
When she brought his pad and he began writing, her head was bent, lips
tight, eyes squinting with intensity, as she watched the tracing of
each word.
"Yes. I often wanted to----" Her frown had gone. Her head rose as
she drew a deep breath and smiled as she would at herself in the
mirror. His pencil hesitated, then went on. "----but thought that you
might think I was rude. You don't think so, now?"
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