Sound was its barometer. Farther and farther the voice of the guns had
travelled, but never out of hearing. It hovered at one point as the
titanic struggle came to a decision. The three talked little;
consciously or unconsciously, they were always listening for something
from the distance. No newspapers; no letters; no telegrams! Only
flagellating wonder and suspense! All the world behind dense curtains
of secrecy, not knowing whether, when they were drawn, there would be
sunlight or black night outside.
Helen went on with her sketching or pretended to, but found herself
staring at the paper and listening and praying for France. Twice
Henriette attempted to continue with the portrait, but she made no
progress. All three read a good deal, Helen by herself, slipping away
from the other two when they were together. They awakened and they
went to sleep to the echo of low thunder, thunder marching in a
treadmill. Then there were lapses when the guns were not heard, and
something seemed to catch in their throats. Had the Germans won? When
the wind changed and the rumble became distinct again, what relief!
Their steps seemed always to lead to the terrace, for there they could
hear more plainly; and there they would walk up and down after dinner,
the dew-moist air soft against their faces, Phil in the middle, with
the voices of the two girls so alike that they seemed to express a
delightful cousinship in one personality. He had ceased to think of
the future. Everything waited on the result of the battle. At times
he wished for action; that he, too, might be striking some kind of a
blow.
Those strolls in the darkness and the voice in his ears, now Helen's,
now Henriette's, seemed to have become a part of his life; something
from which he would never be disassociated. It was the symbol for
Henriette, frightened and helpless, as he carried her to the gully and
for Helen emerging, with triumph shining in her eyes, from the dust and
smoke of the shell that had exploded between them. Helen had a little
prayer for France which she used to repeat, sometimes softly, again
belligerently with hands clenched.
"As if prayers did any good!" she said. "Only killing counts! A
butcher boy from Berlin could fire a shell that would destroy the Venus
di Milo."
"France will win because there is still a God in heaven!" was the
rallying judgment of Jacqueline, when everybody was blue.
Up at dawn, sweeping, dusting, and scouring, it was she who brought the
first glorious word. She burst into Helen's room, awakening her with a
cry of:
"It's nearer--nearer! Listen!"
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