English fiction -- 19th century; Walker, Robert, 1710-1802
ever on the family which sheltered the saintly HAMMOND in his
persecutions, and produced her who left to the world this invaluable
legacy! {89} In these books you have a religious library which will meet
all your spiritual wants. Pray for me, as I shall not cease to pray for
you—for _this_ is the way to remember friends that are far off; and now
go, and the LORD be with thee!’
“But I had another parting of a very different kind to encounter—with my
poor sister MARTHA. Since her separation from her lover, she had gone
about her daily avocations with her usual, and even more than her usual
cheerfulness and quiet alacrity. Indeed her eye sparkled with more
brilliance, and her spirits rose to a higher pitch of excitement than I
had ever before observed. She grew perceptibly thinner, but no alarm was
thereby occasioned, as her colour was even heightened in brightness, and
her mind seemed peaceful and happy. Yet I had watched her with more than
common anxiety, and felt much alarmed for her state, though I could
hardly assign the grounds of my fears. A few days before it was proposed
that I should take my departure, she called me into her room after the
rest of the family had retired to rest, and desired me to sit down by her
side, with a seriousness of manner which seemed to show that she had some
important communication to make.
“‘Brother,’ said she, ‘we part soon; it may be sooner than you expect.’
“‘How so?’ said I.
“‘You must listen to my tale. We have never talked about _him_ since we
parted at Mr. Walker’s. I have never repented what I did then.’
“‘Oh, how nobly you acted, dear sister,’ said I, ‘and how little you seem
to have felt the shock of such a parting. How I love you for your
determination! You have never seen him since?’
“‘I saw him last night!’
“‘Indeed?’
“‘Yes—last night. He stood by my bed-side, looking most pale and
ghastly; and reproached me with deserting him, and leaving him to his
fate. He said that I might have saved him by converting him from his
evil ways, but now on me must rest the consequences of his ruin, both in
body and soul.’
“‘It must surely have been a troubled dream!’
“‘No, brother, it was a sad reality. I appeared to myself as wide awake
as I am at this moment, and though my reason tells me that he _could_ not
be there, I saw him with as sober a mind, and an eye as steady as I see
you now!’
“‘And how do you explain this strange delusion?’
“‘Easily—I am DYING! Look at this hand,’ said she, holding up her taper
fingers before the candle. I could distinctly see the flame through the
transparent skin, and trace the blue fret-work of the veins, as though
they had been traced with a lead pencil on a sheet of white paper. I saw
that all was over!
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