The Old DominionJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Old Dominion
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Southampton Insurrection, 1831 -- Fiction
"And, Richard," she said, "I have gone perhaps beyond what maiden
modesty would warrant. I have told--I have shown you--how I love you.
But you will not, I think, misunderstand or blame me; first, because I
am, as you know, a wild, untutored girl, accustomed to speak frankly
whatever thought, or fancy, or feeling, crosses my brain or heart;
and, secondly, because this is an occasion in which concealment would
be wrong to me and wrong to you--when I must tell you how I love you
in order that you may see how terrible is the sacrifice of that love
to duty."
"I do not misunderstand you, dear Bessy," I answered; "I will try to
be more calm, more reasonable. You have said that I shall be the
arbiter. When will you give me the explanations which will enable me
to be so rightly? At present I can conceive no cause, I can imagine no
possible motive, why you should not be my wife; and I fondly hope and
trust that when all is explained, I can remove every doubt and scruple
from your mind. But I promise you, my beloved, that if I see a
reasonable motive, a just and righteous cause, I will endeavour by no
sophistry to persuade you against your better judgment. I will
endeavour to think for Bessy Davenport as I would think for myself,
were my mind free and without passion. But, dearest Bessy, make the
time short; tell me when you will give the whole explanation."
"Oh, Richard," she answered, with a mournful shake of the head, "I
would fain give time for both you and myself to think deliberately. I
may be wrong in the view I take at present, and I am certain you would
be wrong if you were to decide now. Well, well, within three months, I
will write to you the whole, and enclose you the old letter which I
received two nights ago. After you know all, you shall wait a
fortnight, a full fortnight, before you decide, and then your decision
shall be final. I will say not one word against it; you shall command,
and I will obey."
"My commands shall not be very hard, Bessy," I answered; "for though
you think so very ill of mankind, if I have the slightest knowledge of
my own spirit, I would rather insure your happiness than mine. If we
must live as brother and sister, without a dearer tie, so be it."
"Oh, thank you, thank you, Richard," she answered; "those words
relieve my mind of a great weight. I see you will have consideration
for me."
"I will, indeed," I replied. "But now tell me, beloved, how are we to
pass the intermediate time?"
"I have determined," she said, "to go over to my uncle Henry's, and to
remain there with him. I have already told my maid to have everything
in readiness, and have written for my uncle to come for me to-morrow."
She paused for a moment, and then added,--"But you will let me see you
from time to time, will you not, Richard? There can be no harm in
that. We are not parted by inclination, but by fate."
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