The Old DominionJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Old Dominion
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Southampton Insurrection, 1831 -- Fiction
"I haven't opened the door yet," said Mr. Wheatley. "Yes, here it is."
"Bring it here then, and the key that lies beside it. Heaven! how my
head swims. There, take that to Bessy Davenport. Tell her I sent it to
her with my dying hands. Tell her I am sorry for all I have done--very
sorry; that I have often been sorry, but that I would not let myself
think so. There, take it. She will find in it what puts all questions
about Aunt Bab's property at an end. Now, doctor, tell me, upon your
soul, am I dying? Can nothing be done to save me? If you could extract
the ball?"
"It would be no use," answered the surgeon. "It has got in amongst the
bones of the hip-joint, and your face shows me at once that
mortification has set in. There was a chance yesterday, if you would
but have been quiet, and abstained from drinking: to-day there is
none."
"Well, then, all of you leave me to die like an old fox in his hole,"
said Mr. Thornton. "Stay, stay, Uncle Jack. You turn to, and see what
you can do for my soul. We won't think of the body any more. There! Go
the rest of you. I don't want to hear you talk any more. My time is
but short, and I must do what I can with it."
CHAPTER XLIV.
"And so goes out a bad life," said Mr. Wheatley, as we mounted
our horses and rode away. "It has been compared to the end of a
tallow-candle by somebody, I don't know who--in fact, I never can
recollect who it is that has written anything. I can remember the
thought; but I cannot recollect the words, nor trace 'back to it's
cloud that lightning of the mind.' Well, it is strange to see how men
misuse opportunities. This fellow, this Thornton here, set out in life
with the very brightest prospects; friends, fortune, relations of
commanding influence, talents, education--everything but conduct."
"And principle," I interposed.
"Ay, and principle," said Mr. Wheatley, musing very deeply. "I have
come to that conclusion myself, Sir Richard. At one time, I doubted
it; for often, when I acted honestly--by accident, of course by
accident--ha! ha! ha!--I was diabolically cheated. I was not
successful. Principle did nothing for me; I saw the rogue triumphant,
the honest man vanquished. I perceived that in worldly wisdom I had
acted like a child, and I said to myself, 'Conduct is fate.' But since
has come the question, What is conduct? and I am inclined to believe
that, in the end, here, even here, honesty is the best policy,
principle is the surest guide, and, like the mariner who steers his
bark by the compass and the star, though we may look ahead for the
breakers or the reefs, the permanent guides to our course are aloft."
Sublime truth was clad in his homely language, and we were both silent
for several minutes.
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