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"Farewell--why did not he say good-bye--or good-night, Joseph?
Farewell! that is a very solemn word. I wish he had not said
farewell!"
CHAPTER XXII.
THE WALK AND THE WILL.
Now do I drop my heavy load of woe,
As some wet mantle saturate with rain,
And rise as a soft spirit that doth glow
In rays of light beyond the realm of pain.
W. W. FORDICK.
The Mayor walked home very slowly, for remorse, while softening into
penitence, had sapped the foundations of his life; and he had grown a
feeble old man in so short a time, that those who look upon God as an
avenger, rather than a chastiser, might have supposed that old age had
fallen as a judgment upon him. But the All-wise one knows best how to
redeem the souls he has created, and that weary man as he walked home
in the darkness, was a thousand times more worthy of respect, than he
had ever been in his whole lifetime before.
There was a private room in the lower story of his house, in which Mr.
Farnham had usually received his constituents and persons who came to
his residence on private business. It had been little used of late,
for the routine of his old life was broken up, and when he went to
this apartment, it was usually to be secure of the solitude which
daily became more necessary to his habits of self-communion. That
night he found company in the drawing-room. Mrs. Farnham had guests
from the South; other friends were invited to meet them, and the lower
portion of the house was in a blaze of magnificence. This scene was so
at variance with his state of feelings, that the Mayor recoiled from
its glitter, as the sick man shrinks from a noonday sun.
His wife, who was standing in the centre of a group near the door,
resplendent with jewels and brocade, saw him pass through the hall,
and playfully shaking her fan called after him.
Either he did not hear, or he did not heed her, and with the usual
obstinacy of a silly woman, she called to her son and bade him go
bring his father back.
Frederick went and found Mr. Farnham in his private room, looking cold
and weary. The greatest retribution that had fallen upon this man for
his evil act had been the effect it had produced upon his own son.
Frederick had known and loved Chester. With his energy and quickness
of character, it was impossible that he should not have gathered all
the facts regarding his trial and death. The very silence which he
maintained on the subject was a proof of this. His manner too had
changed so completely that it was a constant reproach to the suffering
man. There had always existed a certain reserve between the father and
son, but now it amounted almost to coldness. Perhaps this repulsion
had driven the unhappy man to seek sympathy in the child of another,
for it became a weary trial to seek his home day after day, and find
all affection chilled there.
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