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After tea, uncle Nathan withdrew to his seat on the porch again. Mary
would have made herself useful about the tea-things, but aunt Hannah
dismissed her with an observation that she might rest herself in the
porch.
It was very pleasant to keep close up to the side of that old man, and
find protection from her loneliness, in the shadow of his great chair.
Still, a sadness crept over her poor heart, for with all her
simple-hearted courage, the place was strange, and in spite of the
cordial voice of uncle Nathan that came cheerfully through the
gathering darkness, she felt a moisture creeping into her eyes. The
very stillness and beautiful quiet of everything around had elements
of sadness in it to a creature so sensitively organized as she was.
She thought of her father, and fixing her meek eyes on the stars, as
they came one by one into the sky, began to wonder if he knew where
she was, and how much like a father that good old man was acting
toward his little girl.
Then she thought of Isabel; and of Judge Sharp; of the great, good
fortune that had befallen her in being so near them both, and her poor
little heart swelled with a world of thankful feelings. I do think the
sweetest tears ever shed by mortal, come from those grateful feelings,
that, too exquisite for words, and too powerful for silence, can find
no language to express themselves in but tears.
Mary Fuller began to sob. She had for the moment forgotten the old
man's presence.
"What is this?" cried uncle Nathan, laying one hand over her head, and
patting her cheeks with his broad palm, "homesick a'ready?"
"No, no," sobbed Mary, "I, I was only thinking how good you all are to
me, how very, very happy I ought to feel."
"And can't. Is that it?"
"I don't know," answered the child, wiping her eyes, and looking up,
searching for uncle Nathan's face in the star-light. "There is
something here that isn't happy entirely, or a bit like sorrow, but
sometimes it almost chokes me, and would quite if I couldn't cry it
off."
"I used to feel that way once, I remember," said uncle Nathan,
thoughtfully, "but it wore off as I grew older."
"I shouldn't quite like to have it wear off," said the child, fixing
her eyes on the stars, and clinging to the golden dreams that so
haunted her, just before this fit of weeping came on, "altogether, I
don't think one would like to part with one's thoughts, you know."
"Not even when they make you cry?"
"No, I think not--those are the thoughts that one loves to remember
best."
"Come, Nathan," said aunt Hannah, appearing in the porch with a tallow
candle in her hand, "it's almost bed-time."
Uncle Nathan arose and entered the kitchen. Seating himself at the
little round stand, he opened a huge old Bible, that lay upon it, and
putting on a pair of iron spectacles began to read.
Mary, seated by aunt Hannah, listened with gentle interest with her
little hands folded in her lap, and her large grey eyes dwelling
earnestly on the face of the white-haired reader.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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