Christian life -- Fiction; Farm life -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
Thus she entered upon her school life, alone and among strangers, for
aunt Hannah left her at the door. She looked around with a forlorn
hope that Isabel might, like her, be sent to school, or that something
might happen to take the sad weight of loneliness from her heart; but,
all was new, cold and depressing, and leaning her head on the desk,
she felt chilled in all her veins. There was no disposition to weep in
little Mary now.
Sensitive as she was, no one ever saw her shed tears over her own
sorrow; but kindness, poor child! _that_ always brought the dew
sparkling up from her heart to her eyes.
CHAPTER XXXI.
HOMESICK LONGINGS.
Oh, give me one clasp of her friendly hand,
One tender glance from those gentle eyes;
For my heart is alone in this mountain land,
And every joy of my childhood dies.
Poor Isabel. She had found her new home dreary enough, notwithstanding
its large airy rooms and elegant furniture, far too elegant for
country uses, where magnificence is seldom in good taste. While nature
is so beautiful, art should never appear, save to enhance its
splendor.
In her whole life she had never been thoroughly homesick before, for
never had her young heart been taken from all its loving support so
completely as now.
Mrs. Farnham made a great effort to be kind, and to impress upon the
child all the importance which she would henceforth derive from an
association with herself, and the immense difference that must
hereafter exist between her and Mary Fuller.
"Remember, my pet," said that lady, with bland self-complacency,
"remember, my pet, that you are the protege of--of, as I may assert,
of wealth and station, and though born I don't know where, and bred in
the Poor-House, the fact that you have my protection is enough to
overbalance that. You understand, Isabel--by the way, I think it best
to call you Isabel Farnham now--with your beauty the thing will pass
off without question; with that face, nothing would seem more natural
than that I should be your real mamma; so, be a very good girl, and,
who knows but I may have you called Miss Farnham!"
The color mounted into Isabel's face.
"No, ma'am, I would rather not; call me Isabel Chester, please, it was
my father's name, and I love it, oh, how much!"
"You are a naughty, ungrateful little--well, well, I was a fool to
expect anything else; Chester, as if I'd have a name in my house that
has been registered on the Alms House books!"
"Is it a disgrace then, to be poor?" asked the child, innocently.
"A disgrace to be poor! certainly it is, and a great disgrace, too!"
answered the lady, speaking from her heart, "or else why are people
ashamed to own it?"
"Are they ashamed to own it? I didn't know," answered the child. "My
father was poor, at the last, but I don't think he was ever ashamed of
it, or ever to blame for it either."
"I dare say not; poor people are always shameless."
Isabel's eyes kindled and her passion rose.
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