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"Oh, aunt Hannah, I like her myself, anybody couldn't help liking her,
and there's Salina Bowles, she's just the best creature you ever knew,
both of 'em have got feelings, but I don't believe Mrs. Farnham has
got one bit."
"Don't let us talk of her faults," said Mary.
"Well, don't scold, I won't say a word against her, but there is one
thing, Mary, that I must speak about, for it poisons all the rest. I
cannot be content with Mrs. Farnham till that is settled. Mary, I am
sure Mr. Farnham killed my father--hush, hush, I know how it was. He
did not strike him dead, but it was his cruelty in driving him from
the police that did it in the end."
"Yes," said Mary, with quiet sadness, "I think it was Mr. Farnham that
did it."
"Is it right then, tell me, Mary, isn't it mean and cruel for me, his
own little girl, to live with these people and let them support
me--the father's murderers, as one might say supporting his child?"
Mary remained silent some time, not that this idea had never struck
her before, but the flood of remembrance it brought back affected her
painfully.
"I have thought of that a great many times, Isabel," she said, "for I
felt a good deal as you do at first, but it isn't a right feeling, and
so I did the best I could to conquer it without saying a word."
"Why is it a wrong feeling?" said Isabel quickly, "wouldn't it seem
horrid to any one? Every mouthful I eat belongs to the people who
murdered my own father."
"But Mr. Farnham was the only one to blame, and he was very, very
sorry before he died."
"How do you know that?"
A faint color came into Mary's face as she answered,
"Joseph Esmond told me, Mr. Farnham came to his father's only three
nights before he died, and he told Joseph with his own lips that he
did not mean to kill your father, and Joseph said he looked more
sorrowful than his words. It was the last time they ever saw each
other. Poor Joseph cried when he told me about it."
"Then Joseph believes he really was sorry," said Isabel, softening.
"Yes, and that he didn't mean to do it; but even if he did, and was
really sorry, we have nothing to do but forgive him, just as your
father would have done."
"Yes, forgive him, but not eat his bread."
Again Mary was thoughtful, she was pondering over the question in her
mind.
"I think," she said at last, "to take kindnesses willingly from those
that are sorry for a wrong is the best sort of forgiveness; God
forgives in that way when he lets us serve him, and strive by good
acts to make up for the evil thing we have done. I think you need only
remember that, when you wish to know the right."
"I did not think of it in that way," said Isabel.
"Then, there is Frederick," continued Mary, "who loved his father so
much, and who is so full of kindness to us both--he wishes to make up
for the wrong his father did."
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