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At last she came down stairs; the doctor thought it possible, that one
unvaried scene retarded her advancement, and, one day, Frederick was
surprised by a vision of her pale loveliness, as she sat in her
easy-chair, by a window of the room in which sister Anna died.
Reverently and almost holding his breath, with intense feeling, young
Farnham stole up to this window.
"Isabel, my Isabel!"
She started, with a faint shriek.
"Are you afraid, Isabel? has the sight of me become a terror," he
said, sadly.
"No, no," answered the young girl, and her eyes filled; "I wanted to
see you; it was for this I consented to come down stairs."
"Bless you for that, darling."
"I wanted to tell you how very, very sorry I am for having taken that
wicked oath. It was against you, Frederick, but more against my own
heart; I think that one sin will kill me in the end!"
"Then you repent. You see how romantic and foolish it was, how like a
puff of wind it ought to be on your conscience. We shall be happy yet,
dear Isabel!"
The poor girl shook her head.
"It was foolish--cruel, but unchangeable, Frederick; I have fastened
it here between your love and mine for ever and ever. I haughtily
fancied myself an avenger. Behold, to what it has brought me!"
Isabel lifted her thin hand, which was so pale you could almost see
the light shining through it.
"Yes, my poor Isabel, you have suffered, and this wild resolve has
given me so much pain. Let us cease to remember it; get well--only get
well! When your mind is strong you will look upon all this as I do."
"Oh, how I wish it were possible! but even Mary considers a vow, such
as I have taken, binding, so does aunt Hannah, so must every
unprejudiced person."
"They are all stupid--no, no, I did not mean that--but it's not the
less nonsense. What can a nice little thing like Mary or that old
maid, aunt Hannah, know of subtle questions in moral philosophy? I
tell you, Isabel, a wicked promise, that can do no good, but infinite
harm, ought not to be kept. Besides, that vow was not solemnly taken,
it was an outbreak of enthusiasm, brought on by the gorgeous twilight
of that old edifice--the music and atmosphere. It was a vow of the
senses, not of the soul."
Poor Isabel was so feeble, so completely incapable of reasoning
justly, that she dared not listen to these ingenious arguments, for
she was growing keenly conscientious, and feared that weakness might
betray her into a fresh wrong.
"Do not talk to me in this way just now," she said, gently. "Let me
rest."
Frederick gathered hope from her gentleness, and his voice trembled
with affection, as he promised not to excite her again.
"Only get well by my birth-day, Isabel," he said; "have the roses on
your cheeks then, and all will end happily."
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