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"Why not?" exclaimed the youth, passionately, "I am penniless? Nay, it
is more than probable that I may never be really strong again."
"That is God's work, but no fault of yours!"
"But how can I support a wife? I who cannot earn bread for myself?"
"You wish to leave Mary then?"
"_Wish_ to leave her! Do the angels wish to flee from paradise, when
all its flowers are in blossom? No, bear with me, good aunt. It may be
folly, but, I have some power. Let me try it. Every year sends a troop
of persons to our country who turn their talent into gold. Why should
not I?"
"And what would you do then?" inquired the old lady.
"What should I do!" exclaimed the youth, with enthusiasm. "Why, return
to you with the money I had earned, and, instead of a burden, become a
protector to your old age."
"And Mary."
"Then I could, without cowering with shame at my own helplessness, ask
her to love me even as I love her."
"But how many years must go by before you can return to us? The best
part of her life and yours will have passed before then."
"I know it. I feel all the madness of my hopes. They are wild, insane
perhaps, but I will not give them up; do not ask me, do not discourage
me. Why must I, with my heart and brain alive like other men's, live
and die alone?"
Aunt Hannah looked towards Mary Fuller, who sat trembling in the
darkness. The triumphant consciousness that she was beloved,
overwhelmed the girl with a pleasure so exquisite that it almost
amounted to pain. Still she felt like a criminal stealing the secret
of her own happiness, but the shadows were too thick; aunt Hannah saw
nothing of this.
"And now," said the youth, more calmly, "you will let me depart, or I
shall speak out the love which is becoming too powerful for
concealment. I shall tell her that the beggar loves her and dreams of
making her his wife."
Mary arose, the joy at her heart swelled painfully, and her delicate
frame trembled beneath it. She would gladly have crept from the room
with her sweet burden of happiness, but this excitement had been
continued too long; her limbs gave way and she sank to the floor.
"Who is here? what is this?" cried the youth; "has another heard my
mad confession?"
"_I_ heard it all, forgive me, forgive me. I could not go out; at the
first attempt my strength gave way"--
"You heard me?" questioned the youth, pale and trembling. "You heard
all that I said. Girl, girl, you have stolen the secret from my heart
to despise me for it."
Mary Fuller rose to her feet, and drew towards him. The beauty of an
angel glowed in her face; it was bright with holy courage.
"Despise you for it! I, who love you so much!"
"Love me! Stop, Mary, do not say this if it is not holy truth, such as
one honest heart may render to another."
"It is holy truth. Take my hands in yours. See how they quiver with
the joy of your words."
"But I am poor, Mary Fuller, I am stricken in all my strength."
"And I, what am I?"
"Oh, you are an angel. I know you are that!"
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