The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
“Do come,” said Dora, coaxingly, and foolishly anxious to enjoy the
walk with Maurice. “I want so to see them, Sybil dear, do come.”
Sybil consented; Mr. Farrington gave her his arm; Mrs. Fielding
insisted on her wrapping an additional shawl over her shoulders, to
guard her from the night air. Dora said she would like one also, and
sent Maurice to find a cashmere she had left in the cloak room. At
that moment, Lady Margaret called Dora, who explained that she was
waiting for her shawl, and would follow with Sybil and Mr. Farrington;
she begged the others not to wait; and Lady Margaret, satisfied that
Mr. Farrington, who belonged to their party, should be Dora’s escort,
went on; but as Maurice was some minutes finding the proper article,
her aunt was quite out of sight before Dora, with Sybil, went after
them.
Dora was only too happy; the fireworks were nothing to her; but the
gentle grace with which she was guarded, and the quiet strength of the
arm on which she leaned, were pretty nearly all she cared for in the
world at the moment; she would not think of results, or calculate
consequences; all she wished was to prolong the pleasant intercourse,
dangerous as it might be to future peace.
Something was said about his profession, and Maurice expressed his
hopes of very soon being employed afloat. Dora started, and inquired,
in a faltering voice, if he wanted to go?
“Of course I do, in one sense,” was his answer; and even as he spoke
he could feel the nervous, tremulous movement of the little hand which
rested on his arm. “My first wish is to distinguish myself――to obtain
promotion――to rise. One can not do that without serving.”
“I suppose honor and glory _ought_ to be a sailor’s first wish?” said
Dora, in a slightly disconcerted tone, as if she did not like the
thought.
“The honor leads to promotion; and on promotion all one’s hopes of
domestic happiness, the power of settling in life, making a home of
one’s own, and living in it, depend. One must work, deny oneself now,
to rest and enjoy hereafter,” was his answer.
“Then you will not always be going to sea?” continued she.
“I don’t know. Perhaps not.”
“Or wishing it? I suppose, then, you would be really glad to get an
appointment now――to-morrow――any day?”
“Not quite to-morrow, unless Hilary is well first; and come when it
will, it is a desperate struggle, Miss Barham, to leave all that is
dearest and sweetest on earth for the chances of being tossed about,
living among wild and careless companions, exposed to all manner of
little trials and vexations, and no woman near to soothe one; no sweet
sister to smile one into patience; no sister’s sweeter friend to
bewitch one into forgetfulness. Don’t think we are all stones or
blocks, because we do our best to put on the look of unconcern, Miss
Barham. It often hides a very heavy heart.”
“And how soon can you be promoted?” inquired Dora, after a little
pause, not feeling herself exactly equal to pursuing the conversation
on the same topic.
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