The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
But half an hour’s quiet restored her strength; and reflection on what
had passed, made Hilary more than ever certain of the propriety of
leaving the house the next day, even should the effort be attended
with fatigue to herself. It had been a transitory emotion which had
made her faint; she was not at all accustomed to such attacks; but her
physical weakness had perhaps made her feelings more than usually
acute, and herself less able than in general to govern them. It was
the expression of Charles Huyton’s eyes which had overpowered her: she
had read, or seemed to read in them, such a world of strong
concentrated passion, such selfish self-will, such deep determination
to carry out a point which he had never for one moment abandoned; so
much of human pride, and of stern resolution not to submit passively
or unresistingly to what thwarted his wishes, as opened up to her mind
a new view of his character, and made her almost regret that he had
not left her to sink under the black waters in that shady pool, rather
than live to enter into a contest with one who seemed so well fitted
to trample down and overpower her, when their happiness or their
desires crossed. Calm reflection recalled her courage and her
firmness. Let her but walk straight on, he could not hurt her. The
spirit of evil itself was powerless to harm those who trusted in “the
shadow of those Almighty wings,” which she believed stretched out over
her and hers: and should she then fear one who was but man? No; he
might pain, but he could not injure her, unless he enticed her feet
from that narrow path of duty, within which she was safe.
And as her evening prayer arose, that she might “have understanding in
the way of godliness,” she felt more strongly than ever that _that_
way did not point to becoming Charles Huyton’s wife.
When the family met at breakfast the next morning, Mr. Duncan
announced, that Hilary was quite well enough to go home that day, and
therefore, if Mr. Huyton would be so kind as to lend them his
carriage, he would no longer trespass on his hospitality.
In vain his host and Miss Fielding urged her supposed weakness, and
their desires to detain them all, by every argument which love and
policy could devise. Mr. Duncan was calmly immovable, and they were
obliged to yield the point at last. The younger girls, naturally
enough, had enjoyed the change, and were extremely sorry to quit “the
Ferns;” but Maurice, whose spirits and gayety seemed at times entirely
to fail him, and who, except when with his father, appeared wrapped in
a cloud of impenetrable gloom, was entirely on his father’s side, and
expressed, as warmly as politeness permitted, a strong desire to
return home before his being obliged to quit Hurstdene, an event he
now daily expected.
The carriage accordingly was ordered directly after luncheon; and
meantime, Maurice walked home, to give notice that they were coming,
taking Gwyneth with him, that all might be ready for the reception of
Hilary.
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