The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
“But perhaps it might not with her; and you know you must really wish
her to be happy. If she had no hope she would gradually recover her
serenity; at least I think one must if hope were really gone; but now
she will not only have the sickening misery of protracted suspense,
but the fear of discovery, and the pain of acting a part――of in
appearance deceiving her father.”
“Deceiving! how unjust you are; she is incapable of deceit.”
“I only said the appearance, dear Maurice; but why should she fear to
own her love? You are not unworthy of it; noble birth, indeed, you
have not, but, except that and money, you have every thing a man can
want! Education, profession――why, Maurice, your profession has been
followed by a king!――person, manners, temper, principles. Oh, what
could Mr. Barham ask better; and you have no low connections――nothing
to shock aristocratic prejudices; the son of a gentleman, and of an
old, good family! Why should Dora fear to own you――to acknowledge her
love? A love returned, confessed as yours is, and Mr. Barham never
prevented your being together. Dora has been allowed to come here as
she pleased. Surely she must be mistaken in her judgment on this
occasion.”
“I wish you could persuade her so.”
“I will try when I can see her,” said Hilary.
“But it must be before I go, dear,” returned Maurice, eagerly. “If I
am ordered off, and have to leave this unexplained, it would be base
and cowardly then to throw all the burden and pain on her alone. I
could not do that!”
“I think even then, at any rate, it would be right to avow it all, and
let the consequences follow as they might. Every week’s delay must add
to the evil.”
“If you could but see her, Hilary! but she will not come here, I know.
Where could you meet her? Could you go to the Abbey?”
“How, dear Maurice? I have no means,” said Hilary.
“Perhaps Mrs. Paine could take you over, or Miss Fielding. If you
could contrive it! do think about some way of meeting!”
Eager to fulfill her brother’s wishes, Hilary turned her mind entirely
to the means of their accomplishment; and in her self-devotion to his
interest, contrived to forget, in a great degree, her own feelings of
suspense and anxiety. She would not indulge in contemplation, she
would not listen to the whispers of hope, or to the cold insinuations
of fear and doubt. She put away all retrospective glances, and stilled
her mind with a calm, but fixed resolution, to wait in patience, and
trust for the future, whatever its result might be.
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