The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
He did not answer for a little while, but at last he said, very
gently, but with a manner which seemed to indicate that his mind was
made up on the point. “Hilary, I do not think that is right, either by
me or yourself, in our relative situations. If I were to remain with
you, to protect and watch over you, I would not ask your confidence on
that point. I could act for myself and you too. But since I must leave
you so soon, and in the neighborhood of that man, whose bad passions
are all raised by your refusal of his addresses, at least let me know
all. Let me understand exactly what has passed, that I may form some
idea of what there is to dread. Indistinctness of outline always
magnifies objects. Let us view the matter calmly and clearly.”
“How much do you know?” said she, looking up at him. “I never told you
that.”
“You did not, dear, but Miss Fielding told me at ‘the Ferns,’ that her
cousin had been in love with you for years, had been refused by you
once, but that he still hoped to win your love; and that the _fête_
which so nearly cost you your life, was devised and carried out as a
compliment to yourself.”
“Had I suspected that,” said Hilary, emphatically, “do you think any
persuasion would have induced me to go there? Oh, no!”
“I thought that at the time, dear Hilary; and but for the abrupt
conclusion to your share in the amusements, I should have taken the
opportunity that afternoon, there in the very midst of my rival’s
splendor and all the riches and temptations which he displayed to
bribe or buy your love, to offer you my hand, and a share in my humble
fortunes.”
“What consummate vanity!” said Hilary, smiling up at him with eyes
that told a very different tale from her words; “could not your
triumph in forcing me to like you be complete without the glory of
such a contrast?”
“Presumption I would plead guilty to; but if you knew the doubt and
hesitation with which I contemplated the effort, you would not think
it was the easy feeling of satisfied vanity, Hilary. To plunge after
you into the lake was a trifle, compared to the plunge I meditated at
the moment. But now I will not be baffled by smiles; tell me, if you
love me, all that passed between Mr. Huyton and you just now.”
With crimson cheeks, she repeated as well as she could the dialogue in
the shed, until he stopped her by saying, “His last speech I heard! I
never liked him or his cousin; there was a something of intrigue and
manœuver in her which shocked me; and for _him_――perhaps I was unjust,
however. But his unmanly violence to you now, is hard to forgive. Is
that what he calls love? or can he suppose affection is won by
threats? Dear Hilary! for your own sake, I am glad you did not love
him.”
“There never was any danger that I should,” said she, calmly.
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