The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
Hilary thought she understood the secret of Dora’s extreme anxiety,
and hardly knew whether to be most sorry or glad that Maurice and she
should have the dangerous pleasure of another meeting. It seemed to
her to be only laying up additional stores of sorrowful remembrance
and hopeless regret. But the company of the sisters was offered and
pressed in such a way as to leave little real choice to her on the
occasion. Yet, why Isabel Barham should so wish to be present, as to
propose taking the trouble of rising much earlier than usual, and
driving all the way to Woolwich before ten o’clock, was a little
incomprehensible. Sybil said privately that Isabel liked a freak as
well as any body where it did not compromise her dignity, and that
this little exertion had a degree of novelty about it which made it
irresistible to one weary with the platitudes of polite society and
elegant decorums. Even Isabel had her portion of romance in her
character, and though she would never do any thing incorrect herself,
she yet enjoyed the sort of secrecy and mystery which naturally
attended the present affair.
Mr. Barham made no objection to his daughters’ plans, and according to
the latest arrangements, the carriage from Eaton-place brought the two
young ladies over to Mrs. Farrington’s in very good time to take an
early, though rather hurried breakfast, with the bridal party, before
starting on their long drive to Woolwich.
It all seemed unreal and strange to Hilary, as she sat by her father’s
side during that drive. Her thoughts were very busy, and yet would not
settle on any thing steadily. The purpose of the present meeting, the
engagement she was about to contract, occupied her less than the
parting which must immediately follow. Happiness was very far from her
heart; patience and hope were what she needed. The most unwavering
confidence, the most perfect dependence and trust prevented her having
any misgivings as to the step she was taking. She had no hesitation in
bestowing her hand where her heart had long preceded it. Up to that
point her path was easy and bright, and could he but have remained
with her she would not have had a shadow to dim her serenity. But that
inevitable absence, what a chasm, what a dark, impenetrable abyss it
seemed; what an abrupt termination to the sunshiny road she had been
lately treading; how uncertain its length and its depth? All she knew
of it was that it was dark and dreary in prospect, and that she must
pass it as best she could, bridging it over with hope, and faith, and
patience, and an earnest steady perseverance in daily duties. These
would bring her to that other side, which now seemed so dim, so
uncertain, so distant, and yet which appeared to the fancy, through
all the mists of futurity, fair and pleasant in prospect.
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