The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
They rose from the table, and, as if by one consent, the guests betook
themselves to the balcony overlooking the river, that the parting
between the husband and wife might at least be undisturbed. None
remained with them, save the blind father, who was sitting, as if in a
reverie, in a large arm-chair.
Hilary hung on her husband’s neck in speechless grief; ah! this was a
different thing from parting two years ago; and yet why? now that he
was all her own, why did it make it so infinitely harder to let him
leave her?
“My wife, my own dear wife! we shall meet again!”
She tried to smile a “yes,” but tongue and lips alike disobeyed, and
tears alone answered her best efforts to be calm.
“Hilary, your brother-in-law will tell you about settlements, what, as
my wife, your income will be; I can not speak of money now; only I am
thankful that I can assure you an independence, which to your moderate
wishes will be comfort, and almost wealth. Now farewell, my own, my
best-beloved, my darling! GOD guide and bless you――once, and once
more! and now farewell!”
He placed her on a sofa, hurried to the balcony to see his other
friends, whispered to Sybil to take care of her precious sister, and
wrung the hands of all the bridesmaids in silent sorrow and repressed
feeling; then he returned to the parlor. Hilary sat as he had left
her, absorbed in an endeavor to conquer her despairing grief, by
thoughts of hope and aspirations for patience. She heard her father
call Captain Hepburn to him. She heard the warmest blessings invoked
upon his head; she listened almost as if in a dream, as if it
concerned some other than herself; but when her husband’s step again
approached her, she roused herself at once; with a short exclamation,
speaking of unutterable struggles within, she sprang up, threw herself
into his arms, held him for one moment in silence, and then
withdrawing calmly from his embrace, she said, with energy――
“Now go! I will never be a hinderance to you in the path of duty. Go,
we shall meet again in happier times, and then!――”
“And then: ah, Hilary!――”
Eyes and lips finished the sentence, but not with words, and he was
gone!
Maurice must go next; there had been but little intercourse between
him and Dora; he had seemed to shun her, and to devote himself to his
younger sisters. This was very natural, perhaps, certainly very
prudent; for Dora’s share of self-control was small, and she would
easily have been betrayed into exhibitions of feeling, equally unwise
and unsafe. But Dora could not reason calmly, and was as unwilling to
allow that others had higher claims on Maurice than herself, as she
would have been to admit her influence was declining. Foolish and
excitable, she felt angry and ill-used, that he should shun her, or
that when she had taken that early drive for his sake, he should have
either looks or thoughts for his sisters in preference to herself.
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