The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
He hastened away. There was war in his heart; anger, jealousy,
outraged feeling, hopeless love; sickening pain, a burning desire of
revenge; a vindictive determination to do――he knew not what; any
thing, every thing, however miserable to himself, so that he might
return agony for agony; that he might make those suffer who had
injured him. Unconscious of external objects, he gained his own
apartments, and there locked in and safe from interruption, for hours
he gave way to his fiery passions. Words could hardly describe the
convulsive vehemence of the feelings that tore and shook his soul. The
old Greek fables of men possessed by the furies, seemed realized in
him. He was mad with rage; frantic with disappointed love; frenzied by
a wild jealousy――cruel, insatiable, dark, pitiless as the grave
itself. Whatever of hope he had hitherto entertained now rose to his
mind, but to torture him more; his very plans and expectations, built
on the uncertainty of his rival’s profession, and his chances of
supplanting him during a prolonged absence, now recurred to his memory
as a mockery and a torment. Lost! all lost! every chance, every hope,
every deep-laid scheme, swept away before the flood of his hated
rival’s success. Baffled, outwitted, triumphed over, scorned; such, no
doubt, he was. The sailor had understood his projects, seen through
his offers of friendship, and now laughed at them, having made sure of
his bride.
And was there nothing left for him yet; no hope! no revenge? Was he
helplessly the object of contempt; the disappointed, the rejected
lover; could he do nothing? Ah! the cold heart he had failed to touch
with love, might yet be bent by sorrow; and though he could not make
it his prize, he could, perchance, make it his victim!
He could wound her through another; and he would. No matter what it
cost him, no one should say he was the mourning lover, victim to an
unrequited affection. No! he would dash aside his love for her, forget
it, trample on it if needs must; but he would have revenge. If there
was one sentiment in the mind of Hilary, one affection which could
rival her attachment to her husband, he knew it was her love for her
brother; nay, he believed that it was the strongest, the deepest of
the two. It had been planted by nature, nursed by tenderness and
sympathy through every year of her life; it was one with which no
contemporary love could interfere, with which no past friendship could
compare, which no future regard could in the least degree replace.
The happiness of her brother was Hilary’s greatest joy; his
disappointment and sorrow would be her most bitter grief. And this he
had in his power, or, at least, he might have if he chose. He had made
himself master of Maurice’s secret, he had seen and understood his
passion for Dora, and he believed that to defeat him there, would
indeed be a bitter blow.
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