The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
Engaged to Dora Barham! incredible! monstrous! could he ask her? could
she accept him? it seemed impossible: where was Dora’s love for
Maurice? where Charles Huyton’s knowledge of that love? Till this
moment she had not known how much she had depended on her constancy;
how completely she had built her hopes for her brother’s happiness on
some fortunate turn to their affairs. Well she knew how deep, how
true, how tender were her brother’s feelings, how entirely he had
surrendered his heart to this hapless affection; and though aware that
no engagement had passed between them, it seemed to her that their
recent intercourse in London had increased their mutual attachment.
Oh! what could Dora mean then by thus abruptly abandoning him! What
would Maurice feel when he learned her inconstancy! If she had been
sincere to him, if her sentiments had been real, where was her faith
to Mr. Huyton! by what name could an engagement with him be
designated? and if she had been all this time trifling with Maurice!
if she had been gratifying her own vanity at the expense of his
happiness――but that was impossible! Dora was volatile, thoughtless,
imprudent, but she was not deceitful, she was not heartless, she was
not wicked. Hilary could not endure to think ill of her; there must be
something unexplained; there was some secret which had not reached her
yet. Perhaps compulsion had won from her an unwilling assent; moral
force, parental authority, persecution, might have been employed; she
knew Dora was weak, possibly she had not the strength of will to
withstand such influence; she might rather deserve pity than blame.
But for Mr. Huyton himself, what excuse could be urged! Maurice had
been his chosen friend; a hundred times had he made professions of
regard, or declarations of esteem for him; and he knew, or, at least,
he was strongly suspicious of this esteemed friend’s attachment to
Dora Barham! It was not a violent affection which misled him, and
blinded his eyes; Hilary believed him at the best, indifferent,
regarding Dora; he had always rather despised her intellect, and
slighted her charms; no! love for her was not his excuse: there was no
love in that cruel letter which Hilary now held in her hands. As her
eyes slowly perused the words again, her fancy presented to her mind
the terrible expression of his face when he had first heard of her own
engagement. It seemed to ring in her ear once more, the bitter tone in
which he had exclaimed, “You will wish rather that a demon had crossed
your path than that you had thwarted me;” and as she remembered this,
she felt that it was revenge he sought; a revenge for his slighted
affection, which she could not choose but feel deeply.
The happiness of Maurice and Dora was sacrificed, perhaps, to her own;
it was her hasty marriage which had brought this impending grief on
her darling brother!
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