The old vicarage : $b A novelHubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
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The old vicarage : $b A novel
Hubback, Mrs. (Catherine-Anne Austen)
English fiction -- 19th century
Anxiety for Gwyneth’s happiness, and concern for Mr. Ufford’s
uncertain conduct, were not the only sources of trouble to Hilary’s
mind at that time. Her thoughts would follow her absent sailors. Love
would make the heart tremble, although faith whispered of patience and
hope, and her husband’s spirit, his devotion to the cause of duty, his
calm courage and high aspirations, inspired her too: but yet they
could not always check the intruding chills which woman’s weakness
threw over her. Generally, however, she was calm and trustful,
although the blank of his absence was a sorrow which constant
exertion, and devotion to the good of others, could alone alleviate.
But for Maurice, poor Maurice, there was more painful thoughts still.
His first letter was at once longed for, dreaded, and received with a
mixture of feelings which it would be difficult to analyze.
The _Erratic_ had remained some days at Plymouth, quite long enough
for Hilary’s letters, with the news of Dora’s engagement, to reach
her brother. She had written with the tenderest concern, the
most sympathizing sorrow, and yet, fearful of augmenting his
disappointment, she had hardly dared to express what she really felt.
To her husband she could confide all; but to Maurice, it seemed to
her, that either to pity or to blame, to question Dora’s past or her
present feelings, to suppose her faithless or deceitful, untrue either
to him or his rival, would be equally inappropriate, unkind, or
unwise. She dared hardly do more than state facts, and express anxiety
regarding his feelings. Then came his letter, like himself, generous,
warm-hearted, high-minded, loving. He had, he said, no right to
complain, she had broken no faith to him; he had asked for none; they
had parted on the understanding that she was free, disengaged. He had
never deserved her, and it would be unjust, then, to claim a place in
her memory as any thing beyond a friend; he had no wish to make her
unhappy, and since their union appeared to her impossible, she was at
perfect liberty to act as she had done. It was like herself, too, if
she had endeavored to please her father; it was an engagement which
he, no doubt, would perfectly approve; and there was much offered by
it to influence and tempt her beyond common inducements. That she
would not marry for the sake of rank or fortune alone, she had already
proved; beyond a doubt, she had good reasons for her conduct. His most
earnest wishes for her happiness, his constant prayers for her, were
all he could now give; these she should have. He charged Hilary not to
allow her to suppose he felt ill-used, or that he judged her harshly,
or blamed her; nor need her affectionate heart grieve for him; she had
done him no injustice, no wrong; and the inevitable evils of life he
hoped he could bear. A sailor must expect storms in his voyage, and
should know what to do under them. A sudden tornado had come down on
him, catching him, perhaps, with too much canvas spread, going on too
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